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hich speaks of the slayer that was to flee for refuge： AND IF THE AVENGER OF BLOOD PURSUE THE SLAYER； then saith MOSES； THEY THAT ARE THE ELDERS OF THE CITY OF REFUGE SHALL NOT DELIVER HIM INTO HIS HANDS； BECAUSE HE SMOTE HIS NEIGHBOUR UNWITTINGLY AND HATED HIM NOT AFORETIME。 Oh！ blessed be God for this word： I was convinced that I was the slayer； and that the avenger of blood pursued me； I felt with great terror； only now it remained that I inquire whether I have right to enter the city of refuge： so I found； that he must not； WHO LAY IN WAIT TO SHED BLOOD： It was not the wilful MURDERER； but he who UNWITTINGLY did it； he who did it unawares； not out of spite； or grudge； or malice； he that shed it unwittingly： even he who did not HATE HIS NEIGHBOUR BEFORE。 Wherefore；
219。 I thought verily I was the man that must enter； because I had smitten my neighbour UNWITTINGLY； AND HATED HIM NOT AFORETIME。 I hated Him not aforetime； no； I prayed unto Him； was tender of sinning against Him； yea； and against this wicked temptation I had strove for a twelvemonth before； yea； and also when it did pass through my heart； it did in spite of my teeth： wherefore I thought I had a right to enter this city； and the elders； which are the APOSTLES； were not to deliver me up。 This therefore was great comfort to me； and gave me much ground of hope。
220。 Yet being very critical； for my smart had made me that I knew not what ground was sure enough to bear me； I had one question that my soul did much desire to be resolved about； and that was； WHETHER IT BE POSSIBLE FOR ANY SOUL THAT HATH SINNED THE UNPARDONABLE SIN； YET AFTER THAT TO RECEIVE； THOUGH BUT THE LEAST； TRUE SPIRITUAL COMFORT FROM GOD THOUGH CHRIST？ The which after I had much considered； I found the answer was； No； they could not； and that for these reasons：…
221。 FIRST； Because those that have sinned that sin； they are debarred a share in the blood of Christ； and being shut out of that； they must needs be void of the least ground of hope； and so of spiritual comfort； FOR TO SUCH THERE REMAINS NO MORE SACRIFICE FOR SIN。 Heb。 x。 26； 27。 SECONDLY； Because they are denied a share in the promise of life： IT SHALL NEVER BE FORGIVEN HIM NEITHER IN THIS WORLD； NEITHER IN THE WORLD TO COME。 Matt。 xii。 32。 THIRDLY； The Son of God excludes them also from a share in His blessed intercession； being for ever ashamed to own them； both before His holy Father； and the blessed angels in heaven。 Mark viii。
222。 When I had with much deliberation considered of this matter； and could not but conclude that the Lord had comforted me； and that too after this my wicked sin： then methought I durst venture to come nigh unto those most fearful and terrible scriptures； with which all this while I had been so greatly affrighted； and on which indeed； before I durst scarce cast mine eye （yea； had much ado an hundred times； to forbear wishing them out of the Bible）； for I thought they would destroy me； but now； I say； I began to take some measure of encouragement； to come close to them to read them； and consider them； and to weigh their scope and tendency。
223。 The which when I began to do； I found their visage changed： for they looked not so grimly； as before I thought they did： and first I came to the sixth of the HEBREWS； yet trembling for fear it should strike me； which when I had considered； I found that the falling there intended； was a falling QUITE AWAY； that is as I conceived； a falling from and absolute denying of the gospel； of remission of sins by Jesus Christ； for； from them the apostle begins his argument； verses 1； 2； 3； 4。 SECONDLY； I found that this falling away； must be openly； even in the view of the world； even so as TO PUT CHRIST TO AN OPEN SHAME。 THIRDLY； I found those he there intended； were for ever shut up of God； both in blindness； hardness； and impenitency： IT IS IMPOSSIBLE THEY SHOULD BE RENEWED AGAIN UNTO REPENTANCE。 By all these particulars； I found to God's everlasting praise； my sin was not the sin in this place intended。
FIRST； I confessed I was fallen； but not fallen away； that is； from the profession of faith in Jesus unto eternal life。
SECONDLY； I confessed that I had put Jesus Christ to SHAME by my sin； but not to open SHAME； I did not deny Him before men； nor condemn Him as a fruitless One before the world。
THIRDLY； Nor did I find that God had shut me up； or denied me to come （though I found it hard work indeed to come） to Him by sorrow and repentance： blessed be God for unsearchable grace！
224。 Then I considered that in the 10th chapter of the HEBREWS； and found that the WILFUL SIN there mentioned； is not every wilful sin； but that which doth throw off Christ； and then His commandments too。 SECONDLY； That must be done also openly； before two or three witnesses； to answer that of the law； VERSE 28。 THIRDLY； This sin cannot be committed； but with great despite done to the Spirit of Grace； despising both the dissuasions from that sin； and the persuasions to the contrary。 But the Lord knows； though this my sin was devilish； yet it did not amount to these。
225。 And as touching that in the 12th of the HEBREWS； about ESAU'S selling of his birthright； though this was that which killed me； and stood like a spear against me； yet now I did consider； FIRST； that his was not a hasty thought against the continual labour of his mind； but a thought consented to； and put in practice likewise； and that after some deliberation； Gen。 xxv。 SECONDLY； It was a public and open action； even before his brother； if not before many more； this made his sin of a far more heinous nature than otherwise it would have been。 THIRDLY； He continued to slight his birthright： HE DID EAT AND DRINK； AND WENT HIS WAY： thus Esau DESPISED HIS BIRTHRIGHT； yea； twenty years after he was found to despise it still。 And Esau said； I HAVE ENOUGH； MY BROTHER； KEEP THAT THOU HAST UNTO THYSELF。 Gen。 xxxiii。 9。
226。 Now as touching this； THAT Esau SOUGHT A PLACE OF REPENTANCE； thus I thought： FIRST； This was not for the BIRTHRIGHT； but THE BLESSING： this is clear from the apostle； and is distinguished by Esau himself； HE TOOK AWAY MY BIRTHRIGHT （that is； formerly）； AND BEHOLD NOW HE HATH TAKEN AWAY MY BLESSING。 Gen。 xxvii。 36。 SECONDLY； Now； this being thus considered； I came again to the apostle； to see what might be the mind of God； in a New…Testament style and sense concerning ESAU'S sin； and so far as I could conceive； this was the mind of God； THAT THE BIRTHRIGHT signified REGENERATION； and the BLESSING； the ETERNAL INHERITANCE； for so the apostle seems to hint。 LEST THERE BE ANY PROFANE PERSON； AS Esau； WHO FOR ONE MORSEL OF MEAT SOLD HIS BIRTHRIGHT； as if he should say； That shall cast off all those blessed beginnings of God； that at present are upon him； in order to a new…birth； lest they become as ESAU； even be rejected AFTERWARDS； when they would inherit the blessing。
227。 For many there are； who； in the day of grace and mercy； despise those things which are indeed the birthright to heaven； who yet when the deciding day appears； will cry as lord as ESAU；