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e special heed； that we took not up any truth upon trust； as from this； or that； or any other man or men； but to cry mightily to God； that He would convince us of the reality thereof； and set us down therein by His own Spirit in the holy word； FOR； said he； IF YOU DO OTHERWISE； WHEN TEMPTATIONS COME； IF STRONGLY； YOU NOT HAVING RECEIVED THEM WITH EVIDENCE FROM HEAVEN； WILL FIND YOU WANT THAT HELP AND STRENGTH NOW TO RESIST； THAT ONCE YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD。
118。 This was as seasonable to my soul； as the former and latter rains in their season （for I had found； and that by sad experience； the truth of these his words： for I had felt NO MAN CAN SAY； especially when tempted by the devil； THAT JESUS CHRIST IS LORD； BUT BY THE HOLY GHOST）。 Wherefore I found my soul； through grace； very apt to drink in this doctrine； and to incline to pray to God； that in nothing that pertained to God's glory； and my own eternal happiness； He would suffer me to be without the confirmation thereof from heaven； for now I saw clearly； there was an exceeding difference betwixt the notion of the flesh and blood； and the revelations of God in heaven： also a great difference betwixt that faith that is feigned； and according to man's wisdom； and that which comes by a man's being born thereto of God。 Matt。 xvi。 15； 1 John v。 1。
119。 But； oh！ now； how was my soul led from truth to truth by God！ Even from the birth and cradle of the Son of God； to His accession； and second coming from heaven to judge the world！
120。 Truly； I then found； upon this account； the great God was very good unto me； for； to my remembrance； there was not any thing that I then cried unto God to make known； and reveal unto me； but He was pleased to do it for me； I mean； not one part of the gospel of the Lord Jesus； but I was orderly led into it： methought I saw with great evidence； from the relation of the four evangelists； the wonderful work of God； in giving Jesus Christ to save us； from His conception and birth； even to His second coming to judgment： methought I was as if I had seen Him born； as if I had seen Him grow up； as if I had seen Him walk through this world； from the cradle to the cross； to which also； when He came； I saw how gently He gave Himself to be hanged； and nailed on it for my sins and wicked doings。 Also as I was musing on this His progress； that dropped on my spirit； HE WAS ORDAINED FOR THE SLAUGHTER。 1 Peter i。 12； 20。
121。 When I have considered also the truth of His resurrection； and have remembered that word； TOUCH ME NOT； MARY； etc。； I have seen as if He had leaped out of the grave's mouth； for joy that He was risen again； and had got the conquest over our dreadful foes。 John xx。 17。 I have also in the spirit； seen Him a man； on the right hand of God the Father for me； and have seen the manner of His coming from heaven； to judge the world with glory； and have been confirmed in these things by these scriptures following； Acts i。 9； 10； and vii。 56； and x。 42； Heb。 vii。 24 and ix。 28； Rev。 i。 18； 1 Thess。 iv。 17； 18。
112。 Once I was troubled to know whether the Lord Jesus was man as well as God； and God as well as man： and truly； in those days； let men say what they would； unless I had it with evidence from heaven； all was nothing to me； I counted myself not set down in any truth of God。 Well； I was much troubled about this point； and could not tell how to be resolved； at last； that in Rev。 v。 6 came into my mind： AND I BEHELD； AND； TO； IN THE MIDST OF THE THRONE； AND OF THE FOUR BEASTS； AND IN THE MIDST OF THE ELDERS； STOOD A LAMB； AS IT HAD BEEN SLAIN。 In the midst of the throne； thought I； there is the Godhead； in the midst of the elders； there is His manhood； but； oh！ methought this did glister！ It was a goodly touch； and gave me sweet satisfaction。 That other scripture also did help me much in this； FOR UNTO US A CHILD IS BORN； UNTO US A SON IS GIVEN； AND THE GOVERNMENT SHALL BE UPON HIS SHOULDER： AND HIS NAME SHALL BE CALLED WONDERFUL； COUNSELLOR； THE MIGHTY GOD； THE EVERLASTING FATHER； THE PRINCE OF PEACE； etc。 Isa。 ix。 6。
123。 Also besides these teachings of God in His word； the Lord made use of two things to confirm me in this truth； the one was the errors of the Quakers and the other was the guilt of sin； for as the Quakers did oppose this truth； so God did the more confirm me in it； by leading me into the scripture that did wonderfully maintain it。
124。 The errors that this people then maintained； were：…
'1。 That the holy scriptures were not the word of God。
'2。 That every man in the world had the spirit of Christ； grace； faith； etc。
'3。 That Christ Jesus； as crucified； and dying sixteen hundred years ago； did not satisfy divine justice for the sins of the people。
'4。 That Christ's flesh and blood were within the saints。
'5。 That the bodies of the good and bad that are buried in the church…yard； shall not arise again。
'6。 That the resurrection is past with good men already。
'7。 That that man Jesus； that was crucified between two thieves； on mount CALVARY； in the land of CANAAN； by JERUSALEM； was not ascended above the starry heavens。
'8。 That He should not； even the same Jesus that died by the hands of the Jews； come again at the last day； and as man； judge all nations；' etc。
125。 Many more vile and abominable things were in those days fomented by them； by which I was driven to a more narrow search of the scriptures； and was through their light and testimony； not only enlightened； but greatly confirmed and comforted in the truth： And； as I said； the guilt of sin did help me much； for still as that would come upon me； the blood of Christ did take it off again； and again； and again； and that too sweetly； according to the scripture。 O FRIENDS！ CRY TO GOD TO REVEAL JESUS CHRIST UNTO YOU； THERE IS NONE TEACHETH LIKE HIM。
126。 It would be too long here to stay； to tell you in particular； how God did set me down in all the things of Christ； and how He did； that He might so do； lead me into His words； yea； and also how He did open them unto me； and make them shine before me； and cause them to dwell with me； talk with me； and comfort me over and over； both of His own being； and the being of His Son； and Spirit； and word； and gospel。
127。 Only this； as I said before； I will say unto you again； that in general； He was pleased to take this course with me； first； to suffer me to be afflicted with temptations concerning them； and then reveal them unto me； as sometimes I should lie under great guilt for sin； even crushed to the ground therewith； and then the Lord would show me the death of Christ； yea； so sprinkle my conscience with His blood； that I should find； and that before I was aware； that in that conscience； where but just now did reign and rage the law； even there would rest and abide the peace and love of God； through Christ。
128。 Now I had an evidence； as I thought； of my salvation； from heaven； with many golden seals thereon； all hanging in my sight。 Now could I remember this manifestation； and the other discovery of grace； with comfort； and should often long and desir