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〃The hell I do； parasite！〃
He kept staring at me with those half…tired； half…crazy eyes。 〃For her？〃
I clenched my teeth together hard。 〃I did everything I could to keep her away from you。 Every single
thing。 It's too late。〃
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〃You know her； Jacob。 You connect to her on a level that I don't even understand。 You are part of her；
and she is part of you。 She won't listen to me； because she thinks I'm underestimating her。 She thinks
she's strong enough for this___〃 He choked and then swallowed。 〃She might listen to you。〃
〃Why would she？〃
He lurched to his feet； his eyes burning brighter than before； wilder。 I wondered if he was really going
crazy。 Could vampires lose their minds？
〃Maybe；〃 he answered my thought。 〃I don't know。 It feels like it。〃 He shook his head。 〃I have to try to
hide this in front of her； because stress makes her more ill。 She can't keep anything down as it is。 I have
to be composed； I can't make it harder。 But that doesn't matter now。 She has to listen to you！〃
〃I can't tell her anything you haven't。 What do you want me to do？ Tell her she's stupid？ She probably
already knows that。 Tell her she's going to die？ I bet she knows that； too。〃
〃You can offer her what she wants。〃
He wasn't making any sense。 Part of the crazy？
〃I don't care about anything but keeping her alive；〃 he said； suddenly focused now。 〃If it's a child she
wants； she can have it。 She can have half a dozen babies。 Anything she wants。〃 He paused for one beat。
〃She can have puppies； if that's what it takes。〃
He met my stare for a moment and his face was frenzied under the thin layer of control。 My hard scowl
crumbled as I processed his words； and I felt my mouth pop open in shock。
〃But not this way！〃 he hissed before I could recover。 〃Not this thing that's sucking the life from her while
I stand there helpless！ Watching her sicken and waste away。 Seeing it hurting her。〃 He sucked in a fast
breath like someone had punched him in the gut。 〃You have to make her see reason； Jacob。 She won't
listen to me anymore。 Rosalie's always there； feeding her insanity—encouraging her。 Protecting her。 No；
protecting it Bella's life means nothing to her。〃
The noise coming from my throat sounded like I was choking。
What was he saying？ That Bella should； what？ Have a baby？ With me？ What？ How？ Was he giving her
up？ Or did he think she wouldn't mind being shared？
〃Whichever。 Whatever keeps her alive。〃
〃That'sthe craziest thing you've said yet；〃 I mumbled。
〃She loves you。〃
〃Not enough。〃
〃She's ready to die to have a child。 Maybe she'd accept something less extreme。〃
〃Don't you know her at all？〃
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〃I know； I know。It's going to take a lot of convincing。 That's why I need you。 You know how she
thinks。 Make hersee sense。〃
I couldn't think about what he was suggesting。 It was too much。 Impossible。 Wrong。 Sick。 Borrowing
Bella for the weekends and then returning her Monday morning like a rental movie？ So messed up。
So tempting。
I didn't want to consider； didn't want to imagine； but the images came anyway。 I'd fantasized about Bella
that way too many times； back when there was still a possibility of us； and then long after it was clear that
the fantasies would only leave festering sores because there was no possibility； none at all。 I hadn't been
able to help myself then。 I couldn't stop myself now。 Bella in my arms； Bella sighing my name。。。
Worse still； this new image I'd never had before； one that by all rights shouldn't have existed for me。 Not
yet。 An image I knew I wouldn't've suffered over for years if he hadn't shoved it in my head now。 But it
stuck there； winding threads through my brain like a weed—poisonous and unkillable。 Bella； healthy and
glowing； so different than now； but something the same： her body； not distorted； changed in a more
natural way。 Round with my child。
I tried to escape the venomous weed in my mind。 〃Make Bella see sense？ What universe do you live
in？〃
〃At least try。〃
I shook my head fast。 He waited； ignoring the negative answer because he could hear the conflict in my
thoughts。
〃Where is this psycho crap coming from？ Are you making this up as you go？〃
〃I've been thinking of nothing but ways to save her since I realized what she was planning to do。 What
she would die to do。 But I didn't know how to contact you。 I knew you wouldn't listen if I called。 I would
have come to find you soon； if you hadn't come today。 But it's hard to leave her； even for a few minutes。
Her condition。。。 it changes so fast。 The thing is。。。 growing。 Swiftly。 I can't be away from her now。〃
〃What is it？〃
〃None of us have any idea。 But it is stronger than she is。 Already。〃
I could suddenly see it then—see the swelling monster in my head； breaking her from the inside out。
〃Help me stop it；〃 he whispered。 〃Help me stop this from happening。〃
〃How？By offering my stud services？〃 He didn't even flinch when I said that； but I did。 〃You're really
sick。 She'll never listen to this。〃
〃Try。 There's nothing to lose now。 How will it hurt？〃
It would hurt me。 Hadn't I taken enough rejection from Bella without this？
〃A little pain to save her？ Is it such a high cost？〃
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〃But it won't work。〃
〃Maybe not。 Maybe it will confuse her； though。 Maybe she'll falter in her resolve。 One moment of doubt
is all I need。〃
〃And then you pull the rug out from under the offer？ 'Just kidding； Bella'？〃
〃If she wants a child； that's what she gets。 I won't rescind。〃
I couldn't believe I was even thinking about this。 Bella would punch me—not that I cared about that； but
it would probably break her hand again。 I shouldn't let him talk to me； mess with my head。 I should just
kill him now。
〃Not now；〃 he whispered。 〃Not yet。 Right or wrong； it would destroy her； and you know it。 No need to
be hasty。 If she won't listen to you； you'll get your chance。 The moment Bella's heart stops beating； I will
be begging for you to me。〃
〃You won't have to beg long。〃
The hint of a worn smile tugged at the corner of his mouth。 〃I'm very much counting on that。〃
〃Then we have a deal。〃
He nodded and held out his cold stone hand。
Swallowing my disgust； I reached out to take his hand。 My fingers closed around the rock； and I shook
it once。
〃We have a deal；〃 he agreed。
10。 WHY DIDN'T I JUST WALK AWAY？ OH RIGHT； BECAUSE I'M AN IDIOT。
I felt like—like I don't know what。 Like this wasn't real。 Like I was in some Goth version of a bad
sitcom。 Instead o