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didn't want to kill girls。。。 even vampire girls。
Though I might make an exception for that blonde。
〃No；〃 Bella gasped； and she stumbled forward； out of balance； to clutch at Edward's arm。 Rosalie
moved with her； like there was a chain locking them to each other。
〃I just need to talk to him； Bella；〃 Edward said in a low voice； talking only to her。 He reached up to
touch her face； to stroke it。 This made the room turn red； made me see fire—that； after all he'd done to
her； he was still allowed to touch her that way。 〃Don't strain yourself；〃 he went on； pleading。 〃Please rest。
We'll both be back in just a few minutes。〃
She stared at his face； reading it carefully。 Then she nodded and drooped toward the couch。 Rosalie
helped lower her back onto the cushions。 Bella stared at me； trying to hold my eyes。
〃Behave；〃 she insisted。 〃And then come back。〃
I didn't answer。 I wasn't making any promises today。 I looked away and then followed Edward out the
front door。
A random； disjointed voice in my head noted that separating him from the coven hadn't been so difficult；
had it？
He kept walking； never checking to see if I was about to spring at his unprotected back。 I supposed he
didn't need to check。 He would know when I decided to attack。 Which meant I'd have to make that
decision very quickly。
Tm not ready for you to kill me yet； Jacob Black；〃 he whispered as he paced quickly away from the
house。 〃You'll have to have a little patience。〃
Like I cared about his schedule。 I growled under my breath。 〃Patience isn't my specialty。〃
He kept walking； maybe a couple hundred yards down the drive away from the house； with me right on
his heels。 I was all hot； my fingers trembling。 On the edge； ready and waiting。
He stopped without warning and pivoted to face me。 His expression froze me again。
For a second I was just a kid—a kid who had lived all of his life in the same tiny town。 Just a child。
Because I knew I would have to live a lot more； suffer a lot more； to ever understand the searing agony
in Edward's eyes。
He raised a hand as if to wipe sweat from his forehead； but his fingers scraped against his face like they
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were going to rip his granite skin right off。 His black eyes burned in their sockets； out of focus； or seeing
things that weren't there。 His mouth opened like he was going to scream； but nothing came out。
This was the face a man would have if he were burning at the stake。
For a moment I couldn't speak。 It was too real； this face—I'd seen a shadow of it in the house； seen it in
her eyes and his； but this made it final。 The last nail in her coffin。
〃It's killing her； right？ She's dying。〃 And I knew when I said it that my face was a watered…down echo of
his。 Weaker； different； because I was still in shock。 I hadn't wrapped my head around it yet—it was
happening too fast。 He'd had time to get to this point。 And it was different because I'd already lost her so
many times； so many ways； in my head。 And different because she was never really mine to lose。
And different because this wasn't my fault。
〃My fault；〃 Edward whispered； and his knees gave out。 He crumpled in front of me； vulnerable； the
easiest target you could imagine。
But I felt cold as snow—there was no fire in me。
〃Yes；〃 he groaned into the dirt； like he was confessing to the ground。 〃Yes； it's killing her。〃
His broken helplessness irritated me。 I wanted a fight； not an execution。 Where was his smug superiority
now？
〃So why hasn't Carlisle done anything？〃 I growled。 〃He's a doctor； right？ Get it out of her。〃
He looked up then and answered me in a tired voice。 Like he was explaining this to a kindergartener for
the tenth time。 〃She won't let us。〃
It took a minute for the words to sink in。 Jeez； she was running true to form。 Of course； die for the
monster spawn。 It was so Bella。
〃You know her well；〃 he whispered。 〃How quickly you see。。。。 I didn't see。 Not in time。 She wouldn't talk
to me on the way home； not really。 I thought she was frightened—that would be natural。 I thought she
was angry with me for putting her through this； for endangering her life。 Again。 I never imagined what she
was really thinking； what she was resolving。 Not until my family met us at the airport and she ran right
into Rosalie's arms。 Rosalie's！ And then I heard what Rosalie was thinking。 I didn't understand until I
heard that。 Yet you understand after one second。 。 。 。〃 He half…sighed； half…groaned。
〃Just back up a second。 She won't let you。〃 The sarcasm was acid on my tongue。 〃Did you ever notice
that she's exactly as strong as a normal hundred…and…ten…pound human girl？ How stupid are you vamps？
Hold her down and knock her out with drugs。〃
〃I wanted to；〃 he whispered。 〃Carlisle would have___〃
What； too noble were they？
〃No。 Not noble。 Her bodyguard complicated things。〃
Oh。 His story hadn't made much sense before； but it fit together now。 So that's what Blondie was up to。
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What was in it for her； though？ Did the beauty queen want Bella to die so bad？
〃Maybe；〃 he said。 〃Rosalie doesn't look at it quite that way。〃
〃So take the blonde out first。 Your kind can be put back together； right？ Turn her into a jigsaw and take
care of Bella。〃
〃Emmett and Esme are backing her up。 Emmett would never let us。。。 and Carlisle won't help me with
Esme
against it___〃 He trailed off； his voice disappearing。
〃You should have left Bella with me。〃
〃Yes。〃
It was a bit late for that； though。 Maybe he should have thought about all this before he knocked her up
with the life…sucking monster。
He stared up at me from inside his own personal hell； and I could see that he agreed with me。
〃We didn't know；〃 he said； the words as quiet as a breath。 〃I never dreamed。 There's never been
anything like Bella and I before。 How could we know that a human was able conceive a child with one of
us—〃
〃When the human should get ripped to shreds in the process？〃
〃Yes；〃 he agreed in a tense whisper。 〃They're out there； the sadistic ones； the incubus； the succubus。
They exist。 But the seduction is merely a prelude to the feast。 No one survives〃 He shook his head like
the idea revolted him。 Like he was any different。
〃I didn't realize they had a special name for what you are；〃 I spit。
He stared up at me with a face that looked a thousand years old。
〃Even you； Jacob Black； cannot hate me as much as I hate myself。'7
Wrong；I thought； too enraged to speak。
〃Killing me now doesn't save her；〃 he said quietly。
〃So what does？〃
〃Jacob； you have to do something for me。〃
〃The hell I do； parasite！〃
He kept staring at me with those half…tired； half…crazy eyes。 〃For her？〃