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memoir of fleeming jenkin-第39章

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hands of Sir William Thomson。'  The other remained in Fleeming's 

hands; and was a source of infinite occupation。  Once it was sent 

to London; 'to bring back on the tinfoil the tones of a lady 

distinguished for clear vocalisations; at another time Sir Robert 

Christison was brought in to contribute his powerful bass'; and 

there scarcely came a visitor about the house; but he was made the 

subject of experiment。  The visitors; I am afraid; took their parts 

lightly:  Mr。 Hole and I; with unscientific laughter; commemorating 

various shades of Scotch accent; or proposing to 'teach the poor 

dumb animal to swear。'  But Fleeming and Mr。 Ewing; when we 

butterflies were gone; were laboriously ardent。  Many thoughts that 

occupied the later years of my friend were caught from the small 

utterance of that toy。  Thence came his inquiries into the roots of 

articulate language and the foundations of literary art; his papers 

on vowel sounds; his papers in the SATURDAY REVIEW upon the laws of 

verse; and many a strange approximation; many a just note; thrown 

out in talk and now forgotten。  I pass over dozens of his 

interests; and dwell on this trifling matter of the phonograph; 

because it seems to me that it depicts the man。  So; for Fleeming; 

one thing joined into another; the greater with the less。  He cared 

not where it was he scratched the surface of the ultimate mystery … 

in the child's toy; in the great tragedy; in the laws of the 

tempest; or in the properties of energy or mass … certain that 

whatever he touched; it was a part of life … and however he touched 

it; there would flow for his happy constitution interest and 

delight。  'All fables have their morals;' says Thoreau; 'but the 

innocent enjoy the story。'  There is a truth represented for the 

imagination in these lines of a noble poem; where we are told; that 

in our highest hours of visionary clearness; we can but





'see the children sport upon the shore

And hear the mighty waters rolling evermore。'





To this clearness Fleeming had attained; and although he heard the 

voice of the eternal seas and weighed its message; he was yet able; 

until the end of his life; to sport upon these shores of death and 

mystery with the gaiety and innocence of children。





IV。





It was as a student that I first knew Fleeming; as one of that 

modest number of young men who sat under his ministrations in a 

soul…chilling class…room at the top of the University buildings。  

His presence was against him as a professor:  no one; least of all 

students; would have been moved to respect him at first sight:  

rather short in stature; markedly plain; boyishly young in manner; 

cocking his head like a terrier with every mark of the most 

engaging vivacity and readiness to be pleased; full of words; full 

of paradox; a stranger could scarcely fail to look at him twice; a 

man thrown with him in a train could scarcely fail to be engaged by 

him in talk; but a student would never regard him as academical。  

Yet he had that fibre in him that order always existed in his 

class…room。  I do not remember that he ever addressed me in 

language; at the least sign of unrest; his eye would fall on me and 

I was quelled。  Such a feat is comparatively easy in a small class; 

but I have misbehaved in smaller classes and under eyes more 

Olympian than Fleeming Jenkin's。  He was simply a man from whose 

reproof one shrank; in manner the least buckrammed of mankind; he 

had; in serious moments; an extreme dignity of goodness。  So it was 

that he obtained a power over the most insubordinate of students; 

but a power of which I was myself unconscious。  I was inclined to 

regard any professor as a joke; and Fleeming as a particularly good 

joke; perhaps the broadest in the vast pleasantry of my curriculum。  

I was not able to follow his lectures; I somehow dared not 

misconduct myself; as was my customary solace; and I refrained from 

attending。  This brought me at the end of the session into a 

relation with my contemned professor that completely opened my 

eyes。  During the year; bad student as I was; he had shown a 

certain leaning to my society; I had been to his house; he had 

asked me to take a humble part in his theatricals; I was a master 

in the art of extracting a certificate even at the cannon's mouth; 

and I was under no apprehension。  But when I approached Fleeming; I 

found myself in another world; he would have naught of me。  'It is 

quite useless for YOU to come to me; Mr。 Stevenson。  There may be 

doubtful cases; there is no doubt about yours。  You have simply NOT 

attended my class。'  The document was necessary to me for family 

considerations; and presently I stooped to such pleadings and rose 

to such adjurations; as made my ears burn to remember。  He was 

quite unmoved; he had no pity for me。 … 'You are no fool;' said he; 

'and you chose your course。'  I showed him that he had misconceived 

his duty; that certificates were things of form; attendance a 

matter of taste。  Two things; he replied; had been required for 

graduation; a certain competency proved in the final trials and a 

certain period of genuine training proved by certificate; if he did 

as I desired; not less than if he gave me hints for an examination; 

he was aiding me to steal a degree。  'You see; Mr。 Stevenson; these 

are the laws and I am here to apply them;' said he。  I could not 

say but that this view was tenable; though it was new to me; I 

changed my attack:  it was only for my father's eye that I required 

his signature; it need never go to the Senatus; I had already 

certificates enough to justify my year's attendance。  'Bring them 

to me; I cannot take your word for that;' said he。  'Then I will 

consider。'  The next day I came charged with my certificates; a 

humble assortment。  And when he had satisfied himself; 'Remember;' 

said he; 'that I can promise nothing; but I will try to find a form 

of words。'  He did find one; and I am still ashamed when I think of 

his shame in giving me that paper。  He made no reproach in speech; 

but his manner was the more eloquent; it told me plainly what a 

dirty business we were on; and I went from his presence; with my 

certificate indeed in my possession; but with no answerable sense 

of triumph。  That was the bitter beginning of my love for Fleeming; 

I never thought lightly of him afterwards。



Once; and once only; after our friendship was truly founded; did we 

come to a considerable difference。  It was; by the rules of poor 

humanity; my fault and his。  I had been led to dabble in society 

journalism; and this coming to his ears; he felt it like a disgrace 

upon himself。  So far he was exactly in the right; but he was 

scarce happily inspired when he broached the subject at his own 

table and before guests who were strangers to me。  It was the sort 

of error he was always ready to repent; but always certain to 

repeat; and on this occas
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