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Count Alton spoke of me and my hard destiny to the Countess Parr; mistress of the ceremonies to the Empress…Queen。 The late Emperor entered the chamber; and asked whether I ever had any lucid intervals。 〃May it please your Majesty;〃 answered Alton; 〃he has been seven weeks in my barracks; and I never met a more reasonable man。 There is mystery in this affair; or he could not be treated as a madman。 That he is not so in anywise I pledge my honour。〃
The next day the Emperor sent Count Thurn; grand…master of the Archduke Leopold; to speak to me。 In him I found an enlightened philosopher; and a lover of his country。 To him I related how I had twice been betrayed; twice sold at Vienna; during my imprisonment; to him showed that my administrators had acted in this vile manner that I might be imprisoned for life; and they remain in possession of my effects。 We conversed for two hours; during which many things were said that prudence will not permit me to repeat。 I gained his confidence; and he continued my friend till death。 He promised me protection; and procured me an audience of the Emperor。
I spoke with freedom; the audience lasted an hour。 At length the Emperor retired into the next apartment。 I saw the tears drop from his eyes。 I fell at his feet; and wished for the presence of a Rubens or Apelles; to preserve a scene so honourable to the memory of the monarch; and paint the sensations of an innocent man; imploring the protection of a compassionate prince。 The Emperor tore himself from me; and I departed with sensations such as only those can know who; themselves being virtuous; have met with wicked men。 I returned to the barracks with joy; and an order the next day came for my release。 I went with Count Alton to the Countess Parr; and by her mediation I obtained an audience with the Empress。
I cannot describe how much she pitied my sufferings and admired my fortitude。 She told me she was informed of the artifices practised against me in Vienna; she required me to forgive my enemies; and pass all the accounts of my administrators。 〃Do not complain of anything;〃 said she; 〃but act as I desireI know allyou shall be recompensed by me; you deserve reward and repose; and these you shall enjoy。〃
I must either sign whatever was given to sign; or be sent to a madhouse。 I received orders to accompany M。 Pistrich to Counsellor Ziegler; thither I went; and the next day was obliged to sign; in their presence; the following conditions:…
FirstThat I acknowledged the will of Trenck to be valid。
SecondlyThat I renounced all claim to the Sclavonian estates; relying alone on her Majesty's favour。
ThirdlyThat I solemnly acquitted my accountants and curators。 And;
LastlyThat I would not continue in Vienna。
This I must sign; or languish in prison。
How did my blood boil while I signed! This confidence I had in myself assured me I could obtain employment in any country of Europe; by the labours of my mind; and the recital of all my woes。 At that time I had no children; I little regretted what I had lost; or the poor portion that remained。
I determined to avoid Austria eternally。 My pride would never suffer me; by insidious arts; to approach the throne。 I knew no such mode of soliciting for justice; hence I was not a match for my enemies; hence my misfortunes。 Appeals to justice were represented as the splenetic effusions of a man never to be satisfied。 My too sensitive heart was corroded by the treatment I met at Vienna。 I; who with so much fortitude had suffered so much in the cause of Vienna; I; on whom the eyes of Germany were fixed; to behold what should be the reward of these sufferings; I was again; in this country; kept a prisoner; and delivered to those by whom I had been plundered as a man insane!
Before my intended departure to seek my fortune; I fell ill; and sickness almost brought me to the grave。 The Empress; in her great clemency; sent one of her physicians and a friar to my assistance; both of whom I was obliged to pay。
At this time I refused a major's commission; for which I was obliged to pay the fees。 Being excluded from actual service; to me the title was of little value; my rank in the army had been equal ten years before in other service。 The following words; inserted in my commission; are not unworthy of remark:… 〃Her Majesty; in consequence of my fidelity for her service; demonstrated during a long imprisonment; my endowments and virtues; had been graciously pleased to grant me; in the Imperial service; the rank of major。〃 The rank of major!From this preamble who would not have expected either the rank of general; or the restoration of my great Sclavonian estates? I had been fifteen years a captain of cavalry; and then was I made an invalid major three…and…twenty years ago; and an invalid major I still remain! Let all that has been related be called to mind; the manner in which I had been pillaged and betrayed; let Vienna; Dantzic; and Magdeburg he remembered; and be this my promotion remembered also! Let it be known that the commission of major might be bought for a few thousand florins! Thirty thousand florins only of the money I had been robbed of would have purchased a colonel's commission。 I should then have been a companion for generals。
During the thirty…six years that I have been in the service of Austria; I never had any man of rank; any great general; my enemy; except Count Grassalkowitz; and he was only my enemy because he had conceived a friendship for my estates。
My character was never calumniated; nor did any worthy man ever speak of me but with respect。 Who were; who are; my enemies? Jesuits; monks; unprincipled advocates; wishing to become my curators; referendaries; who died despicable; or now live in houses of correction。 Such as live; live in dread of a similar end; for the Emperor Joseph is able to discover the truth。 Alas! the truth is discovered so late; age has now nearly rendered me an invalid。 Men with hearts so base ought; indeed; to become the scavengers of society; that; terrified by their example; succeeding judges may not rack the heart of an honest man; seize on the possessions of the orphan and the widow; and expel virtue out of Austria。
I attended the levee of Prince Kaunitz。 Not personally known to him; he viewed in me a crawling insect。 I thought somewhat more proudly; my actions were upright; and so should my body be。 I quitted the apartment; and was congratulated by the mercenary Swiss porter on my good fortune of having obtained an audience!
I applied to the field…marshal; from whom I received this answer 〃If you cannot purchase; my dear Trenck; it will be impossible to admit you into service; besides; you are too old to learn our manoeuvres。〃 I was then thirty…seven。 I briefly replied; 〃Your excellency mistakes my character。 I did not come to Vienna to serve as an invalid major。 My curators have taken good care I should have no money to purchase; but had I millions; I would never obtain rank in the army by that mode。〃 I quitted the room with a shrug。 The next day I addressed a memorial to the Empress。 I did not re…demand my Sclavonian estates; I only petitioned。
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