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regrets。
Sunlight is the life…blood of Nature。 Mother Earth looks at us with such
dull; soulless eyes; when the sunlight has died away from out of her。 It
makes us sad to be with her then; she does not seem to know us or to care
for us。 She is as a widow who has lost the husband she loved; and her
children touch her hand; and look up into her eyes; but gain no smile
from her。
We rowed on all that day through the rain; and very melancholy work it
was。 We pretended; at first; that we enjoyed it。 We said it was a
change; and that we liked to see the river under all its different
aspects。 We said we could not expect to have it all sunshine; nor should
we wish it。 We told each other that Nature was beautiful; even in her
tears。
Indeed; Harris and I were quite enthusiastic about the business; for the
first few hours。 And we sang a song about a gipsy's life; and how
delightful a gipsy's existence was! … free to storm and sunshine; and to
every wind that blew! … and how he enjoyed the rain; and what a lot of
good it did him; and how he laughed at people who didn't like it。
George took the fun more soberly; and stuck to the umbrella。
We hoisted the cover before we had lunch; and kept it up all the
afternoon; just leaving a little space in the bow; from which one of us
could paddle and keep a look…out。 In this way we made nine miles; and
pulled up for the night a little below Day's Lock。
I cannot honestly say that we had a merry evening。 The rain poured down
with quiet persistency。 Everything in the boat was damp and clammy。
Supper was not a success。 Cold veal pie; when you don't feel hungry; is
apt to cloy。 I felt I wanted whitebait and a cutlet; Harris babbled of
soles and white…sauce; and passed the remains of his pie to Montmorency;
who declined it; and; apparently insulted by the offer; went and sat over
at the other end of the boat by himself。
George requested that we would not talk about these things; at all events
until he had finished his cold boiled beef without mustard。
We played penny nap after supper。 We played for about an hour and a
half; by the end of which time George had won fourpence … George always
is lucky at cards … and Harris and I had lost exactly twopence each。
We thought we would give up gambling then。 As Harris said; it breeds an
unhealthy excitement when carried too far。 George offered to go on and
give us our revenge; but Harris and I decided not to battle any further
against Fate。
After that; we mixed ourselves some toddy; and sat round and talked。
George told us about a man he had known; who had come up the river two
years ago and who had slept out in a damp boat on just such another night
as that was; and it had given him rheumatic fever; and nothing was able
to save him; and he had died in great agony ten days afterwards。 George
said he was quite a young man; and was engaged to be married。 He said it
was one of the saddest things he had ever known。
And that put Harris in mind of a friend of his; who had been in the
Volunteers; and who had slept out under canvas one wet night down at
Aldershot; 〃on just such another night as this;〃 said Harris; and he had
woke up in the morning a cripple for life。 Harris said he would
introduce us both to the man when we got back to town; it would make our
hearts bleed to see him。
This naturally led to some pleasant chat about sciatica; fevers; chills;
lung diseases; and bronchitis; and Harris said how very awkward it would
be if one of us were taken seriously ill in the night; seeing how far
away we were from a doctor。
There seemed to be a desire for something frolicksome to follow upon this
conversation; and in a weak moment I suggested that George should get out
his banjo; and see if he could not give us a comic song。
I will say for George that he did not want any pressing。 There was no
nonsense about having left his music at home; or anything of that sort。
He at once fished out his instrument; and commenced to play 〃Two Lovely
Black Eyes。〃
I had always regarded 〃Two Lovely Black Eyes〃 as rather a commonplace
tune until that evening。 The rich vein of sadness that George extracted
from it quite surprised me。
The desire that grew upon Harris and myself; as the mournful strains
progressed; was to fall upon each other's necks and weep; but by great
effort we kept back the rising tears; and listened to the wild yearnful
melody in silence。
When the chorus came we even made a desperate effort to be merry。 We re…
filled our glasses and joined in; Harris; in a voice trembling with
emotion; leading; and George and I following a few words behind:
〃Two lovely black eyes;
Oh! what a surprise!
Only for telling a man he was wrong;
Two … 〃
There we broke down。 The unutterable pathos of George's accompaniment to
that 〃two〃 we were; in our then state of depression; unable to bear。
Harris sobbed like a little child; and the dog howled till I thought his
heart or his jaw must surely break。
George wanted to go on with another verse。 He thought that when he had
got a little more into the tune; and could throw more 〃abandon;〃 as it
were; into the rendering; it might not seem so sad。 The feeling of the
majority; however; was opposed to the experiment。
There being nothing else to do; we went to bed … that is; we undressed
ourselves; and tossed about at the bottom of the boat for some three or
four hours。 After which; we managed to get some fitful slumber until
five a。m。; when we all got up and had breakfast。
The second day was exactly like the first。 The rain continued to pour
down; and we sat; wrapped up in our mackintoshes; underneath the canvas;
and drifted slowly down。
One of us … I forget which one now; but I rather think it was myself …
made a few feeble attempts during the course of the morning to work up
the old gipsy foolishness about being children of Nature and enjoying the
wet; but it did not go down well at all。 That …
〃I care not for the rain; not I!〃
was so painfully evident; as expressing the sentiments of each of us;
that to sing it seemed unnecessary。
On one point we were all agreed; and that was that; come what might; we
would go through with this job to the bitter end。 We had come out for a
fortnight's enjoyment on the river; and a fortnight's enjoyment on the
river we meant to have。 If it killed us! well; that would be a sad thing
for our friends and relations; but it could not be helped。 We felt that
to give in to the weather in a climate such as ours would be a most
disastrous precedent。
〃It's only two days more;〃 said Harris; 〃and we are young and strong。 We
may get over it all right; after all。〃
At about four o'clock we began to discuss our arrangements for the
evening。 We were a little past Goring then; and we