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orroborated at interviews with the parents。
After considering her own career with us for a time； she asserted that it now was clear to her just how and when she began lying。 As a child of about 12 years it seems she was wont to meet with a certain group of girls on a hillside and they indulged in many conversations about sex matters。 Evidently the circumstances surrounding this important introduction into affairs of sex life were indelibly impressed upon her mind。 She was there instructed not only in the general facts； but also in methods of self…gratification。 It is clear to her； she states； that it was exactly at this time that she first began deceiving her mother and telling lies。 She explains these tendencies as the result of a guilty conscience。 It comes out that the mother did not know this group of girls to be undesirable companions for Janet； but the latter's consciousness of their frailties always led her to state that she had been with other children when in reality she had been in this bad companionship。 Through dwelling on their teachings she began sex practices by herself； and in order to carry this out she had to indulge in other deceptions。 She remembers distinctly her willful repression of the facts； and states that the nervousness which she displayed for two or three years in her school work was undoubtedly due to this cause。 In fact； she thought so at the time； but persisted in deceiving her mother and her physician in regard to the matter。
Her mental repressions and conflicts did not begin； however； at this period。 By digging further into her memory Janet tells us about a girl in another town where they used to live； a girl who； when Janet was about 7 years old； wanted to show her about sex practices。 Janet knew this girl to be bad by general reputation； and ran away when this offer was made； but it was too latethe mental impress had been formed。 She thinks her mother would remember this girl。 The things which this bad girl started to tell came frequently up in Janet's mind and she wondered much about them。 No practices； however； were indulged in and even the thoughts were fought against until the time mentioned above when other sex ideas were implanted。 Janet's mother had neither given nor received confidences on this subject； and indeed never throughout the daughter's life has there been anything except vague warnings on the part of the mother about the general dangers of sex immorality。
We gradually came to learn that Janet had been subject to much sex temptation from her own physical feelings。 She never was a good sleeper； she thinks； and she often lies awake； or will wake up for a time in the middle of the night and think of sex affairs。 She feels sure there has been considerable stress upon her on account of this temptation which she has felt should be combated。 The occasional giving way to sex habits also resulted in mental stress and； as she expresses it； worry。
At the time of her failure to do well in school work her internal conflicts were especially acute。 There was before her continually the success which the other members of her family had made； which she herself admired； and for which she was ambitious。 She hid at that time the cause of her nervousness and failure； there was the danger of its being discovered。 After thus reviewing her case with us； Janet reiterated that she was sure her tendency to prevaricate came on at the time when she first began her bad sex habits。
This girl was probably not much of a day…dreamer。 She denies being so； saying she had always been too busy for such to be the case。 We also obtained corroboration of this from others who had closely observed her。 She says she had lived no specially imaginative life beyond occasionally thinking of herself as a well…to…do lady with many good clothes to wear； or sometimes lying in bed and imagining she had a lover there。 Further inquiry into her imaginative life seemed futile because she was not trained in introspection and because even in her frankest moments we were always afraid that she might fall into her strongly formed habit of prevarication。 We ascertained that in her home life special efforts had been made to keep her busy and she could not be regarded as a dreamer。 Janet strongly denied the periodicity in her lying which her mother maintained； but the girl did state that her periods of sex temptation were mostly just preceding her menstrual period。
In giving the above account of what was ascertained by analysis with Janet we have offered such of her statements as are clearly probable or which are corroborated by the parents。 Our many experiences with the young woman led us to be particularly careful in accepting as veracious any of her statements unless； as in what is given above； they clearly followed the type of fact which may be ascertained in the investigation of other instances of pathological lying where the individual's word is more reliable。 The parents were able to corroborate many points。 The mother remembers the older girl in the town where they lived when Janet was 7 years old and that this girl was notorious for her sex tendencies； although she was not in the least aware that Janet had been contaminated。 Then she recollects that Janet used to tell her so particularly about going with a special crowd of girls （those which she now says were not her companions）。 Both parents considered the matter at great length in order to help my study of the case and both are very certain that it was just about this period when Janet says she was beginning her covert sex experiences that she began the lying； which was petty at first； but after a time expanded into the type of detailed falsifications we have enumerated above。 Altogether there was little doubt in our minds that Janet was giving the truth in its main outlines。 Undoubtedly it was merely her habit which always led her to alter somewhat the details。
We were interested to note that in her letters and in her ordinary conversation Janet took up the topics that a fairly well educated girl would naturally discuss。 For instance； she would give us some account of her recent reading； or a visit to an art gallery； telling us with normal vivacity about a couple of pictures which had deeply impressed her。 She spoke not only of their subjective influence； but discussed the details of composition and coloring。 We might mention that in a characteristic way she interjected some remarks that she herself used to be very good at drawing and won several prizes at it。 She stated that she thought of going farther in art； but that her parents could hardly afford to allow her to do this。 These remarks were found later to be quite aside from the truth。
Telling us the story of her school career； Janet insists her memory had never been good for learning poems or for languages； particularly Latin； but anything in the way of a picture she could recall with ease。 What she has read she often thinks of in the form of pictures。 Concerning her lying she denied it was done particularly to cover up things； at least since the time when the habit was first formed。 She feels that it really is a habit； a very bad one。 She hardly knows she is