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ir to me。 Wise maybe she will not be; though wise to me。 For riches I care not; and of her kindred I have no care。 All I know is that just to sit by her will be bliss; just to touch her bliss; just to hear her speak bliss beyond all mortal telling。〃
Thereat the Sweetness of the Strength of the Oak smiled upon me and said;
〃Follow yonder green path till it leads you into a little grassy glade; where is a crystal well and a hut of woven boughs hard by; and you shall see her whom you seek。〃
And as she spoke she faded suddenly; and the side of the oak was once more as the solid rock。 With hot heart I took the green winding path; and presently came the little grassy glade; and the bubbling crystal well; and the hut of wattled boughs; and; looking through the open door of the hut; I saw a lovely girl lying asleep in her golden hair。 She smiled sweetly in her sleep; and stretched out her arms softly; as though to enfold the dear head of her lover。 And; ere I knew; I was bending over her; and as her sweet breath came and went I whispered: 〃Grace o' God; I am here。 I have sought you through the world; and found you at last。 Grace o' God; I have come。〃
And then I thought her great eyes opened; as when the sun sweeps clear blue spaces in the morning sky。 〃Flower o' Men;〃 then said she; low and sweet;〃Flower o' Men; is it you indeed? As you have sought; so have I waited; waited 。 。 。〃 And thereat her arms stole round my neck; and I awoke; and Grace o' God was suddenly no more than a pretty name that my dream had given me。
〃A pretty dream;〃 said my soul; 〃though a little boyish for thirty。〃 〃And a most excellent sherry;〃 added my body。
CHAPTER V
CONCERNING THE PERFECT WOMAN; AND THEREFORE CONCERNING ALL FEMININE READERS
As I once more got under way; my thoughts slowly loitered back to the theme which had been occupying them before I dropped asleep。 What was my working hypothesis of the Perfect Woman; towards whom I was thus leisurely strolling? She might be defined; I reflected; as The Woman Who Is Worthy Of Us; but the improbability which every healthily conceited young man must feel of ever finding such a one made the definition seem a little unserviceable。 Or; if you prefer; since we seem to be dealing with impossibles; we might turn about and more truly define her as The Woman of Whom We are Worthy; for who dare say that she exists? If; again; she were defined as the Woman our More Fortunate Friend Marries; her unapproachableness would rob the definition of any practical value。 Other generalisations proving equally unprofitable; I began scientifically to consider in detail the attributes of the supposititious paragon;attributes of body and mind and heart。 This was soon done; but again; as I thus conned all those virtues which I was to expect united in one unhappy woman; the result was still unsatisfying; for I began to perceive that it was really not perfection that I was in search of。 As I added virtue after virtue to the female monster in my mind; and the result remained still inanimate and unalluring; I realised that the lack I was conscious of was not any new perfection; but just one or two honest human imperfections。 And this; try as I would; was just what I could not imagine。
For; if you reflect a moment; you will see that; while it is easy to choose what virtues we would have our wife possess; it is all but impossible to imagine those faults we would desire in her; which I think most lovers would admit add piquancy to the loved one; that fascinating wayward imperfection which paradoxically makes her perfect。
Faults in the abstract are each and all so uninviting; not to say alarming; but; associated with certain eyes and hair and tender little gowns; it is curious how they lose their terrors; and; as with vice in the poet's image; we end by embracing what we began by dreading。 You see the fault becomes a virtue when it is hers; the treason prospers; wherefore; no doubt; the impossibility of imagining it。 What particular fault will suit a particular unknown girl is obviously as difficult to determine as in what colours she will look her best。
So; I say; I plied my brains in vain for that becoming fault。 It was the same whether I considered her beauty; her heart; or her mind。 A charming old Italian writer has laid down the canons of perfect feminine beauty with much nicety in a delicious discourse; which; as he delivered it in a sixteenth… century Florentine garden to an audience of beautiful and noble ladies; an audience not too large to be intimate and not too small to be embarrassing; it was his delightful good fortune and privilege to illustrate by pretty and sly references to the characteristic beauties of the several ladies seated like a ring of roses around him。 Thus he would refer to the shape of Madonna Lampiada's sumptuous eyelids; and to her shell…like ears; to the correct length and shape of Madonna Amororrisca's nose; to the lily tower of Madonna Verdespina's throat; nor would the unabashed old Florentine shrink from calling attention to the unfairness of Madonna Selvaggia's covering up her dainty bosom; just as he was about to discourse upon 〃those two hills of snow and of roses with two little crowns of fine rubies on their peaks。 〃How could a man lecture if his diagrams were going to behave like that! Then; feigning a tiff; he would close his manuscript; and all the ladies with their birdlike voices would beseech him with 〃Oh; no; Messer Firenzuola; please go on again; it's SO charming!〃 while; as if by accident; Madonna Selvaggia's moonlike bosom would once more slip out its heavenly silver; perceiving which; Messer Firenzuola would open his manuscript again and proceed with his sweet learning。
Happy Firenzuola! Oh; days that are no more!
By selecting for his illustrations one feature from one lady and another from another; Messer Firenzuola builds up an ideal of the Beautiful Woman; which; were she to be possible; would probably be as faultily faultless as the Perfect Woman; were she possible。
Moreover; much about the same time as Firenzuola was writing; Botticelli's blonde; angular; retrousse women were breaking every one of that beauty… master's canons; perfect in beauty none the less; and lovers then; and perhaps particularly now; have found the perfect beauty in faces to which Messer Firenzuola would have denied the name of face at all; by virtue of a quality which indeed he has tabulated; but which is far too elusive and undefinable; too spiritual for him truly to have understood;a quality which nowadays we are tardily recognising as the first and last of all beauty; either of nature or art;the supreme; truly divine; because materialistically unaccountable; quality of Charm!
〃Beauty that makes holy earth and heaven May have faults from head to feet。〃
O loveliest and best…loved face that ever hallowed the eyes that now seek for you in vain! Such was your strange lunar magic; such the light not even death could dim。 And such may be the loveliest and best… loved face for you who are reading these pages;faces little understood on earth because they belong to heaven。
There is indeed only one law of beauty on which we may rely;that it invar