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y; vapid table talk to which Erica had lately been accustomed。 After the ladies had left the room; Donovan; rather to his amusement; found the talk veering round to Luke Raeburn。 Presently; Leslie Cunningham hazarded a direct question about Erica in a would…be indifferent tone。 In reply; Donovan told him briefly and without comment what he knew of her history; keeping on the surface of things and speaking always with a sort of careful restraint。 He was never very fond of discussing people; and perhaps in this case the realization of the thousand objections to any serious outcome of Leslie's sudden admiration strengthened his reserve。 However; fate was apparently kinder though perhaps really more cruel than the host; for Donovan was summoned into the library to interview an aggrieved constituent; and Leslie finding his way to the drawing room; was only too delighted to meet Gladys going upstairs to see her children。
The lamps were lighted in the drawing room; but the curtains were not drawn; and beside the open window he saw a slim; white…robed figure。 Erica was looking out into the gathering darkness。 He crossed the room; and stood beside her; his heart beating quickly; all the more because she did not move or take any notice of his presence。 It was unconventional; but perhaps because he was so weary of the ordinary young ladies who invariably smiled and fluttered the moment he approached them; and were so perfectly ready to make much of him; this unconventionality attracted him。 He watched her for a minute in silence。 She was very happy; and was looking her loveliest。 Presently she turned。
〃I think it is the stillness which is so wonderful!〃 she exclaimed。
It was spoken with the frankness of a child; with the spontaneous confidence of the pure child…nature; which instinctively recognizes all the lovable and trustable。 The clear; golden eyes looked right into his for a moment。 A strange reverence awoke within him。 He had seen more beautiful eyes before; but none so entirely wanting in that unreality of expression arising from a wish to produce an effect; none so beautifully sincere。
〃The country stillness; you mean?〃 he replied。
〃Yes; it is rest in itself。 I have never stayed in the country before。〃
〃Is it possible!〃 he exclaimed。
He had often languidly discussed the comparative advantages of Murren and Zermatt with girls who took a yearly tour abroad as naturally as their dinner; but to talk to one who had spent her whole life in towns; who could enjoy a country evening so absolutely and unaffectedly; was a strange and delightful novelty。
〃You are one of those who can really enjoy;〃 he said。 〃You are not blasee you are one of the happy mortals who keep the faculty of enjoyment as strongly all through life as in childhood。〃
〃Yes; I think I can enjoy;〃 said Erica。 〃But I suppose we pay for our extra faculty of enjoyment。
〃You mean by being more sensitive to pain?〃
〃Yes; though that sounds rather like Dickens's Mrs。 Gummidge; when she thought she felt smoky chimneys more than other people。〃
He laughed。
〃How I wish you could turn over your work to me; and go to Switzerland tomorrow in my place! Only I should wish to be there; too; for the sake of seeing you enjoy it。〃
〃Do you go tomorrow?〃
〃Yes; with my father。〃
〃Ah! How delightful! I confess I do envy you a little。 I do long to see snow mountains。 Always living in London makes me〃
He interrupted her with a sort of exclamation of horror。
〃Oh! Don't abuse London!〃 she said; laughing。 〃If one must live all the year round in one place; I would rather be there than anywhere。 When I hear people abusing it; I always think they don't know how to use their eyes。 What can be more lovely; for instance; than the view from Greenwich Park by the observatory? Don't you know that beautiful clump of Scotch firs in the foreground; and then the glimpse of the river through the trees? And then there is that lovely part by Queen Elizabeth's oak。 The view in Hyde Park; too; over the Serpentine; how exquisite that is on a summer afternoon; with the Westminster towers standing up in a golden haze。 Or Kensington Gardens in the autumn; when the leaves are turning; and there is blue mist in the background against the dark tree trunks。 I think I love every inch of London!〃
Leslie Cunningham would have listened to the praises of the Black Country; if only for the sake of hearing her voice。
〃Well; as far as England goes; you are in the right place for scenery now; I know a few lovelier parts than this。〃
〃What are those lights on the lower terrace?〃 asked Erica; suddenly。
〃Glow worms。 Have you never seen them? Come and look at them nearer。〃
〃Oh; I should like to!〃 she said; with the charming enthusiasm and eagerness which delighted him so much。
To guide her down the steps in the dusky garden; to feel her hand on his arm; to hear her fresh; naive remarks; and then to recall what Donovan Farrant had just told him about her strange; sad story; all seemed to draw him on irresistibly。 He had had three or four tolerably serious flirtations; but now he knew that he had never before really loved。
Erica was delighted with the glow worms; and delighted with the dewy fragrance of the garden; and delighted with the soft; balmy stillness of the night。 She was one of those who revel in Nature; and all that she said was evidently the overflow of a rapturous happiness; curiously contrasting with the ordinary set remarks of admiration; or falsely sentimental outbursts too much in vogue。 But Leslie Cunningham found that the child…likeness was not only in manner; but that Erica had no idea of flirting; she was bright; and merry; and talkative; but she had no thought; no desire of attracting his attention。 She had actually and literally come out into the garden to see the glow worms; not to monopolize the much…run…after young M。P; and as soon as she had seen them she said she felt cold; and suggested going back again。
He was disappointed; but the words were so perfectly sincere; so free from suspicion of mere conventionality; that there was nothing for it but to return。 Half amused; half piqued; but wholly in love; he speedily forgot himself in real anxiety。
〃I hope you haven't taken cold;〃 he said; with great solicitude。
〃Oh; no;〃 said Erica; 〃but I want to be careful for the night…school work will be beginning soon; and I must go home fresh for that。〃
Something in her words broke the spell of perfect happiness which had hitherto held him。 Was it the mention of her every…day life; with its surroundings unknown to him? Or was it some faint perception that in the world of duty to which she referred their paths could not rightly converge? A cold chill crept over him。
〃You were quite right;〃 he said with an involuntary shiver。 〃It is decidedly cold out here; the mist rises from the river; I expect; or else your reference to the working…day world has recalled me from fairy…land。 You should not speak of work in such a place as this it is incongruous。〃
She smiled。
〃Ernst ist das leben;〃 she replied quietly。 〃One can't forget that even at such a time as this; and in such a place。〃
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