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〃Oh; if you're going to quote Ecclesiastes; I shall go!〃 said Rose; pouting。 〃I wish that book wasn't in the Bible! I'm sure such an old grumbler ought to have been in the Apocrypha。〃
Elspeth shook her head; and muttered something about judgment and trouble。 Rose began to be doubly curious。
〃Trouble; sadness; a mysteryperhaps a tragedy! Rose had read of such things in books; were there such things actually in the family; and she had never known of them? A few hours ago and she had been unable to think of anything but her first ball; her new dress; her flowers; but she was seized now with the most intense desire to fathom this mystery。 That it bid fair to be a sad mystery only made her more eager and curious。 She was so young; so ignorant; there was still a halo of romance about those unknown things; trouble and sadness。
〃Elspeth; you treat me like a child!〃 she exclaimed; 〃it's really too bad of you。〃
〃Maybe you're right; bairn;〃 said the old nurse; 〃but it's no doing of mine。 But look here; Miss Rose; you be persuaded by me; go straight to your mamma and ask her yourself。 Maybe there is a doubt whether you oughtn't to know; but there is no doubt that I mustn't tell you。〃
Rose hesitated; but presently her curiosity overpowered her reluctance。
Mrs。 Fane…Smith; or; as she had been called in her maiden days; Isabel Raeburn; was remarkably like her daughter in so far as features and coloring were concerned; but she was exceedingly unlike her in character; for whereas Rose was vain and self…confident; and had a decided will of her own; her mother was diffident and exaggeratedly humble。 She was a kind…hearted and a good woman; but she was in danger of harassing herself with the question; 〃What will people say?〃
She looked up apprehensively as her daughter came into the room。 Rose felt sure she had been crying; her curiosity was still further stimulated; and with all the persuasiveness at her command; she urged her mother to tell her the meaning of the mysterious paragraph。
〃I am sorry you have asked me;〃 said Mrs。 Fane…Smith; 〃but; perhaps; since you are no longer a child; you had better know。 It is a sad story; however; Rose; and I should not have chosen to tell it to you today of all days。〃
〃But I want to hear; mamma;〃 said Rose; decidedly。 〃Please begin。 Who is this Mr。 Raeburn?〃
〃He is my brother;〃 said Mrs。 Fane…Smith; with a little quiver in her voice。
〃Your brother! My uncle!〃 cried Rose; in amazement。
〃Luke was the oldest of us;〃 said Mrs。 Fane…Smith; 〃then came Jean; and I was the youngest of all; at least of those who lived。〃
〃Then I have an aunt; too; an Aunt Jean?〃 exclaimed Rose。
〃You shall hear the whole story;〃 replied her mother。 She thought for a minute; then in rather a low voice she began: 〃Luke and Jean were always the clever ones; Luke especially; your grandfather had set his heart on his being a clergyman; and you can fancy the grief it was to us when he threw up the whole idea; and declared that he could never take Orders。 He was only nineteen when he renounced religion altogether; he and my father had a great dispute; and the end of it was that Luke was sent away from home; and I never have seen him since。 He has become a very notorious infidel lecturer。 Jean was very much unsettled by his change of views; and I believe her real reason for marrying old Mr。 Craigie was that she had made him promise to let her see Luke again。 She married young and settled down in London; and when; in a few years; her husband died; she too; renounced Christianity。〃
To tell the truth; Rose was not deeply interested in the story; it fell a little flat after her expectations of a tragedy。 It had; moreover; a sort of missionary flavor; and she had till the last few months lived in India; and had grown heartily tired of the details of mission work; in which both her father and mother had been interested。 Conversions; relapses; heathenism; belief and unbelief were words which had sounded so often in her ears that now they bored her; as they were the merest words to her it could hardly be otherwise。 But Rose's best point was her loyalty to her own family; she had the 〃clan〃 feeling very strongly; and she could not understand how her mother could have allowed such a complete estrangement to grow up between her and her nearest relations。
〃Mamma;〃 she said; quickly; 〃I should have gone to see Uncle Luke if I had been you。〃
〃It is impossible; dear;〃 replied Mrs。 Fane…Smith。 〃Your father would not allow it for one thing; and then only think what people would say! This is partly my reason for telling you; Rose; I want to put you upon your guard。 We heard little or nothing of your uncle when we were in India; but you will find it very different here。 He is one of the most notorious men in England; you must never mention his name; never allude to him; do you understand me?〃
〃Is he then so wicked?〃
〃My dear; consider what his teaching is; that is sufficient; I would not for the whole world allow our Greyshot friends to guess that we are connected with him in any way。 It might ruin all your prospects in life。〃
〃Mamma;〃 said Rose; 〃I don't think Mr。 Raeburn will injure my prospectsof course you mean prospects of marrying。 If a man didn't care enough for me to take me whether I am the niece of the worst man in England or not; do you think I would accept him?〃
There was an angry ring in her voice as she spoke; her little saucy mouth looked almost grand。 After a moment's pause; she added; more quietly; but with all the force of the true woman's heart which lay hidden beneath her silliness and frivolity; 〃Besides; mamma; is it quite honest?〃
〃We are not bound to publish our family history to the world; Rose。 If any one asked me; of course I should tell the truth; if there was any way of helping my brother or his child I would gladly serve them; even though the world would look coldly on me for doing so; but while they remain atheists how is it possible?〃
〃Then he has a child?〃
〃One only; I believe; a girl of about your own age。〃
〃Oh; mamma; how I should like to know her!〃
〃My dear Rose; how can you speak of such a thing? You don't realize that she is an atheist; has not even been baptized; poor little thing!〃
〃But she is my cousin; and she is a girl just like me;〃 said Rose。 〃I should like to know her very much。 I wonder whether she has come out yet。 I wonder how she enjoyed her first ball。〃
〃My dear! They are not in society。〃
〃How dull! What does she do all day; I wonder?〃
〃I cannot tell; I wish you would not talk about her; Rose; I should not wish you even to think about her; except; indeed; to mention her in your prayers。〃
〃Oh; I'd much rather have her here to stay;〃 said Rose; with a little mischievous gleam in her eyes。
〃Rose!〃
〃Why mamma; if she were a black unbeliever you would be delighted to have her; it is only because she is white that you won't have anything to do with her。 You would have been as pleased as possible if I had made friends with any of the ladies in the Zenanas。〃
Mrs。 Fane…Smith looked uncomfortable; and murmured that that was a very different question。 Rose; seeing her advantage; made h