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ger coining hateful lies about us out of their own evil imaginations； when I see equal justice shown to all men of whatever creed； then； the all…conquering love。 Christianity has yet to prove itself the religion of love； at present it is the religion of exclusion。〃
Mrs。 MacNaughton； who was exceedingly fond of Erica； looked sorry for her。
〃You see； Erica；〃 she said； 〃the professor judges by averages。 No one would deny that some of the greatest men in the world have been； and are even in the present day； Christians； they have been brought up in it； and can't free themselves from its trammels。 You have a few people like the Osmonds； a few really liberal men； but you have only to see how they are treated by their confreres to realize the illiberality of the religion as a whole。〃
〃I think with you；〃 said Erica； 〃that if the revelation of God's love； and His purpose for all； be only to be learned from the lives of Christians； it is a bad lookout for us。 But God HAS given us one perfect revelation of Himself； and the Perfect Son can make us see plainly even when the imperfect sons are holding up to us a distorted likeness of the Father。〃
She had spoken quietly； but with the tremulousness of strong feeling； and； moreover； she was so sensitive that the weight of the hostile atmosphere oppressed her； and made speaking a great difficulty。 When she had ended； she turned away from the disapproving eyes to the only sympathetic eyes in the room the dog's。 They looked up into hers with that wistful endeavor to understand the meaning of something beyond their grasp； which makes the eyes of animals so pathetic。
There was a silence； her use of the adjective 〃perfect〃 had been very trying to all her hearers； who strongly disapproved of the whole sentence； but then she was so evidently sincere and so thoroughly lovable that no one liked to give her pain。
Aunt Jean was the only person who thought there was much chance of her ever returning to the ranks of secularism； she was the only one who spoke now。
〃Well； well；〃 she said； pityingly； 〃you are but young； you will think very differently ten years hence。〃
Erica kept back an angry retort with difficulty； and Raeburn； whose keen sense of justice was offended； instantly came forward in her defense； though her words had been like a fresh stab in the old wound。
〃That is no argument； Jean；〃 he said quickly。 〃It is the very unjust extinguisher which the elders use for the suppression of individuality in the young。〃
As he spoke； he readjusted a slide in his microscope； making it plain to all that he intended the subject to be dropped。 He had a wonderful way of impressing his individuality on others； and the household settled down once more into the Sabbatical calm which had been broken by a bigoted Sabbatarian。
Nothing more was heard of Rose； nor did Erica have an opportunity of talking over the events of that Sunday with her father for some days for he was exceedingly busy； the long weeks wasted during the summer in the wearisome libel case having left upon his hands vast arrears of provincial work。 In some of the large iron foundries you may see hundreds of different machines all kept in action by a forty horse…power engine； and Raeburn was the great motive…power which gave life to all the branches of Raeburnites which now stretched throughout the length and breadth of the land。 Without him they would have relapsed； very probably； into that fearfully widespread mass of indifference which is not touched by any form of Christianity or religious revival； but which had responded to the practical； secular teaching of the singularly powerful secularist leader。 He had a wonderful gift of stirring up the heretofore indifferent； and making them take a really deep interest in national questions。 This was by far the happiest part of his life because it was the healthy part of it。 The sameness of his anti…theological work； and the barrenness of mere down…pulling； were distasteful enough to him； he was often heartily sick of it all； and had he not thought it a positive duty to attack what he deemed a very mischievous delusion； he would gladly have handed over this part of his work to some one else； and devoted himself entirely to national work。
He had been away from home for several days； lecturing in the north of England。 Erica was not expecting his return till the following day； when one evening a telegram was brought in to her。 It was from her father to this effect：
〃Expect me home by mail train about two A。M。 Place too hot to hold me。〃
He had now to a great extent lived down the opposition which had made lecturing in his younger days a matter of no small risk to life and limb； but Erica knew that there were reasons which made the people of Ashborough particularly angry with him just now。 Ashborough was one of those strange towns which can never be depended upon。 It was renowned for its riots； and was； in fact （to use a slang word） a 〃rowdy〃 place。 More than once in the old days Raeburn had been roughly handled there； and Erica bore a special grudge to it； for it was the scene of her earliest recollection one of those dark pictures which； having been indelibly traced on the heart of a child； influence the whole character and the future life far more than some people think。
It was perhaps old memory which made her waiting so anxious that evening。 Moreover； she had at first no one to talk to； which made it much worse。 Aunt Jean had gone to bed with a bad toothache； and must on no account be disturbed； and Tom had suddenly announced his intention that morning of going down to Brighton on his bicycle； and had set off； rather to Erica's dismay； since； in a letter to Charles Osmond； Donovan happened to have mentioned that the Fane…Smiths had taken a house there for six weeks。 She hated herself for being suspicious； but Tom had been so unlike himself since Rose's visit； and it was such an unheard…of thing that he should take a day's holiday during her father's absence； that it was scarcely possible to avoid drawing the natural inference。 She was very unhappy about him； but did not of course feel justified in saying a word to any one else about the matter。 Charles Osmond happened to look in for a few minutes later on； expecting to find Raeburn at home； and then in her relief she did give him an account of the unfortunate Sunday though avoiding all mention of Tom。
〃It was just like you to come at the very time I was wanting some one to talk to；〃 she said； sitting down in her favorite nook on the hearth rug with Friskie on her lap。 〃Not a word has been said of that miserable Sunday since though I'm afraid a good deal has been thought。 After all； you know； there was a ludicrous side to it as well。 I shall never forget the look of them all when Rose and I came down again： Mr。 Fane…Smith standing there by the table； the very incarnation of contemptuous anger； and father just here； looking like a tired thunder cloud！ But； though one laughs at one aspect of it； one could cry one's eyes out over the thing as a whole indeed； just now I find myself agreeing with Mr。 Tulliver that it's a 'puzzling world。'〃
〃The fact is；〃 said Charles Osmond； 〃that you consen