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〃I am not hungry;〃 she said coldly。 〃Take them away。〃
I bit my lip; and returned to my place at the tiller。 This rose was set with thorns; and already I felt their sting。 Presently she leaned back in the nest I had made for her。 〃I wish to sleep;〃 she said haughtily; and; turning her face from me; pillowed her head upon her arms。
I sat; bent forward; the tiller in my hand; and stared at my wife in some consternation。 This was not the tame pigeon; the rosy; humble; domestic creature who was to make me a home and rear me children。 A sea bird with broad white wings swooped down upon the water; now dark and ridged; rested there a moment; then swept away into the heart of the gathering storm。 She was liker such an one。 Such birds were caught at times; but never tamed and never kept。
The lightning; which had played incessantly in pale flashes across the low clouds in the south; now leaped to higher peaks and became more vivid; and the muttering of the thunder changed to long; booming peals。 Thirteen years before; the Virginia storms had struck us with terror。 Compared with those of the Old World we had left; they were as cannon to the whistling of arrows; as breakers on an iron coast to the dull wash of level seas。 Now they were nothing to me; but as the peals changed to great crashes as of falling cities; I marveled to see my wife sleeping so quietly。 The rain began to fall; slowly; in large sullen drops; and I rose to cover her with my cloak。 Then I saw that the sleep was feigned; for she was gazing at the storm with wide eyes; though with no fear in their dark depths。 When I moved they closed; and when I reached her the lashes still swept her cheeks; and she breathed evenly through parted lips。 But; against her will; she shrank from my touch as I put the cloak about her; and when I had returned to my seat; I bent to one side and saw; as I had expected to see; that her eyes were wide open again。 If she had been one whit less beautiful; I would have wished her back at Jamestown; back on the Atlantic; back at whatever outlandish place; where manners were unknown; that had owned her and cast her out。 Pride and temper! I set my lips; and vowed that she should find her match。
The storm did not last。 Ere we had reached Piersey's the rain had ceased and the clouds were breaking; above Chaplain's Choice hung a great rainbow; we passed Tants Weyanoke in the glory of the sunset; all shattered gold and crimson。 Not a word had been spoken。 I sat in a humor grim enough; and she lay there before me; wide awake; staring at the shifting banks and running water; and thinking that I thought she slept。
At last my own wharf rose before me through the gathering dusk; and beyond it shone out a light; for I had told Diccon to set my house in order; and to provide fire and torches; that my wife might see I wished to do her honor。 I looked at that wife; and of a sudden the anger in my heart melted away。 It was a wilderness vast and dreadful to which she had come。 The mighty stream; the towering forests; the black skies and deafening thunder; the wild cries of bird and beast the savages; uncouth and terrible; … for a moment I saw my world as the woman at my feet must see it; strange; wild; and menacing; an evil land; the other side of the moon。 A thing that I had forgotten came to my mind: how that; after our landing at Jamestown; years before; a boy whom we had with us did each night fill with cries and lamentations the hut where he lay with my cousin Percy; Gosnold; and myself; nor would cease though we tried both crying shame and a rope's end。 It was not for homesickness; for he had no mother or kin or home; and at length Master Hunt brought him to confess that it was but pure panic terror of the land itself; … not of the Indians or of our hardships; both of which he faced bravely enough; but of the strange trees and the high and long roofs of vine; of the black sliding earth and the white mist; of the fireflies and the whippoorwills; … a sick fear of primeval Nature and her tragic mask。
This was a woman; young; alone; and friendless; unless I; who had sworn to cherish and protect her; should prove myself her friend。 Wherefore; when; a few minutes later; I bent over her; it was with all gentleness that I touched and spoke to her。
〃Our journey is over;〃 I said。 〃This is home; my dear。〃
She let me help her to her feet; and up the wet and slippery steps to the level of the wharf。 It was now quite dark; there being no moon; and thin clouds obscuring the stars。 The touch of her hand; which I perforce held since I must guide her over the long; narrow; and unrailed trestle; chilled me; and her breathing was hurried; but she moved by my side through the gross darkness unfalteringly enough。 Arrived at the gate of the palisade; I beat upon it with the hilt of my sword; and shouted to my men to open to us。 A moment; and a dozen torches came flaring down the bank。 Diccon shot back the bolts; and we entered。 The men drew up and saluted; for I held my manor a camp; my servants soldiers; and myself their captain。
I have seen worse favored companies; but doubtless the woman beside me had not。 Perhaps; too; the red light of the torches; now flaring brightly; now sunk before the wind; gave their countenances a more villainous cast than usual。 They were not all bad。 Diccon had the virtue of fidelity; if none other; there were a brace of Puritans; and a handful of honest fools; who; if they drilled badly; yet abhorred mutiny。 But the half dozen I had taken off Argall's hands; the Dutchmen who might have been own brothers to those two Judases; Adam and Francis; the thief and the highwayman I had bought from the precious crew sent us by the King the year before; the negro and the Indians … small wonder that she shrank and cowered。 It was but for a moment。 I was yet seeking for words sufficiently reassuring when she was herself again。 She did not deign to notice the men's awkward salute; and when Diccon; a handsome rogue enough; advancing to light us up the bank; brushed by her something too closely; she drew away her skirts as though he had been a lazar。 At my own door I turned and spoke to the men; who had followed us up the ascent。
〃This lady;〃 I said; taking her hand as she stood beside me; 〃is my true and lawful wife; your mistress; to be honored and obeyed as such。 Who fails in reverence to her I hold as mutinous to myself; and will deal with him accordingly。 She gives you to…morrow for holiday; with double rations; and to each a measure of rum。 Now thank her properly。〃
They cheered lustily; of course; and Diccon; stepping forward; gave us thanks in the name of them all; and wished us joy。 After which; with another cheer; they backed from out our presence; then turned and made for their quarters; while I led my wife within the house and closed the door。
Diccon was an ingenious scoundrel。 I had told him to banish the dogs; to have the house cleaned and lit; and supper upon the table; but I had not ordered the floor to be strewn with rushes; the walls draped with flowering vines; a great jar filled with sunflowers; and an illumination of a dozen torches。 Nevertheless; it looked well; and I highly approved the capon and maize cakes; th