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To her surprise； she found Phillips there。 He had come over hurriedly to attend a Socialist conference； and Leblanc； the editor of Le Nouveau Monde； had brought him along。
〃I took Smedley's place at the last moment；〃 he whispered to her。 〃I've never been abroad before。 You don't mind； do you？〃
It didn't strike her as at all odd that a leader of a political party should ask her 〃if she minded〃 his being in Paris to attend a political conference。 He was wearing a light grey suit and a blue tie。 There was nothing about him； at that moment； suggesting that he was a leader of any sort。 He might have been just any man； but for his eyes。
〃No；〃 she whispered。 〃Of course not。 I don't like your tie。〃 It seemed to depress him； that。
She felt elated at the thought that he would see her for the first time amid surroundings where she would shine。 Folk came forward to meet her with that charming air of protective deference that he had adopted towards her。 He might have been some favoured minister of state kissing the hand of a youthful Queen。 She glanced down the long studio； ending in its fine window overlooking the park。 Some of the most distinguished men in Paris were there； and the immediate stir of admiration that her entrance had created was unmistakable。 Even the women turned pleased glances at her； as if willing to recognize in her their representative。 A sense of power came to her that made her feel kind to all the world。 There was no need for her to be clever： to make any effort to attract。 Her presence； her sympathy； her approval seemed to be all that was needed of her。 She had the consciousness that by the mere exercise of her will she could sway the thoughts and actions of these men： that sovereignty had been given to her。 It reflected itself in her slightly heightened colour； in the increased brilliance of her eyes； in the confident case of all her movements。 It added a compelling softness to her voice。
She never quite remembered what the talk was about。 Men were brought up and presented to her； and hung about her words； and sought to please her。 She had spoken her own thoughts； indifferent whether they expressed agreement or not； and the argument had invariably taken another plane。 It seemed so important that she should be convinced。 Some had succeeded； and had been strengthened。 Others had failed； and had departed sorrowful； conscious of the necessity of 〃thinking it out again。〃
Guests with other engagements were taking their leave。 A piquante little woman； outrageously but effectively dressedshe looked like a drawing by Beardsleydrew her aside。 〃I've always wished I were a man；〃 she said。 〃It seemed to me that they had all the power。 From this afternoon； I shall be proud of belonging to the governing sex。〃
She laughed and slipped away。
Phillips was waiting for her in the vestibule。 She had forgotten him； but now she felt glad of his humble request to be allowed to see her home。 It would have been such a big drop from her crowded hour of triumph to the long lonely cab ride and the solitude of the hotel。 She resolved to be gracious； feeling a little sorry for her neglect of himbut reflecting with satisfaction that he had probably been watching her the whole time。
〃What's the matter with my tie？〃 he asked。 〃Wrong colour？〃
She laughed。 〃Yes；〃 she answered。 〃It ought to be grey to match your suit。 And so ought your socks。〃
〃I didn't know it was going to be such a swell affair； or I shouldn't have come；〃 he said。
She touched his hand lightly。
〃I want you to get used to it；〃 she said。 〃It's part of your work。 Put your brain into it； and don't be afraid。〃
〃I'll try；〃 he said。
He was sitting on the front seat； facing her。 〃I'm glad I went；〃 he said with sudden vehemence。 〃I loved watching you； moving about among all those people。 I never knew before how beautiful you are。〃
Something in his eyes sent a slight thrill of fear through her。 It was not an unpleasant sensationrather exhilarating。 She watched the passing street till she felt that his eyes were no longer devouring her。
〃You're not offended？〃 he asked。 〃At my thinking you beautiful？〃 he added； in case she hadn't understood。
She laughed。 Her confidence had returned to her。 〃It doesn't generally offend a woman；〃 she answered。
He seemed relieved。 〃That's what's so wonderful about you；〃 he said。 〃I've met plenty of clever； brilliant women； but one could forget that they were women。 You're everything。〃
He pleaded； standing below her on the steps of the hotel； that she would dine with him。 But she shook her head。 She had her packing to do。 She could have managed it； but something prudent and absurd had suddenly got hold of her； and he went away with much the same look in his eyes that comes to a dog when he finds that his master cannot be persuaded into an excursion。
She went up to her room。 There really was not much to do。 She could quite well finish her packing in the morning。 She sat down at the desk and set to work to arrange her papers。 It was a warm spring evening； and the window was open。 A crowd of noisy sparrows seemed to be delighted about something。 From somewhere； unseen； a blackbird was singing。 She read over her report for Mrs。 Denton。 The blackbird seemed never to have heard of war。 He sang as if the whole world were a garden of languor and love。 Joan looked at her watch。 The first gong would sound in a few minutes。 She pictured the dreary； silent dining…room with its few scattered occupants； and her heart sank at the prospect。 To her relief came remembrance of a cheerful but entirely respectable restaurant near to the Louvre to which she had been taken a few nights before。 She had noticed quite a number of women dining there alone。 She closed her dispatch case with a snap and gave a glance at herself in the great mirror。 The blackbird was still singing。
She walked up the Rue des Sts。 Peres； enjoying the delicious air。 Half way across the bridge she overtook a man； strolling listlessly in front of her。 There was something familiar about him。 He was wearing a grey suit and had his hands in his pockets。 Suddenly the truth flashed upon her。 She stopped。 If he strolled on； she would be able to slip back。 Instead of which he abruptly turned to look down at a passing steamer； and they were face to face。
It made her mad； the look of delight that came into his eyes。 She could have boxed his ears。 Hadn't he anything else to do but hang about the streets。
He explained that he had been listening to the band in the gardens； returning by the Quai d'Orsay。
〃Do let me come with you；〃 he said。 〃I kept myself free this evening； hoping。 And I'm feeling so lonesome。〃
Poor fellow！ She had come to understand that feeling。 After all； it wasn't altogether his fault that they had met。 And she had been so cross to him！
He was reading every expression on her face。
〃It's such a lovely evening；〃 he said。 〃Couldn't we go somewhere and dine under a tree？〃
It would be rather pleasant。 There was a little place at Meudon； she remembered。 The plane trees would just be in full leaf。
A passing cab had drawn up close to them。 The chauffeur