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the unbearable bassington-第13章

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responsibility。  The consciousness of her responsibility set her 

continually wondering; not as to her own fitness to discharge her 

〃stewardship;〃 but as to the motives and merits of people with whom 

she came in contact。  The knowledge that there was so much in the 

world that she could buy; invited speculation as to how much there 

was that was worth buying。  Gradually she had come to regard her 

mind as a sort of appeal court before whose secret sittings were 

examined and judged the motives and actions; the motives 

especially; of the world in general。  In her schoolroom days she 

had sat in conscientious judgment on the motives that guided or 

misguided Charles and Cromwell and Monck; Wallenstein and 

Savonarola。  In her present stage she was equally occupied in 

examining the political sincerity of the Secretary for Foreign 

Affairs; the good…faith of a honey…tongued but possibly loyal…

hearted waiting…maid; and the disinterestedness of a whole circle 

of indulgent and flattering acquaintances。  Even more absorbing; 

and in her eyes; more urgently necessary; was the task of 

dissecting and appraising the characters of the two young men who 

were favouring her with their attentions。  And herein lay cause for 

much thinking and some perturbation。  Youghal; for example; might 

have baffled a more experienced observer of human nature。  Elaine 

was too clever to confound his dandyism with foppishness or self…

advertisement。  He admired his own toilet effect in a mirror from a 

genuine sense of pleasure in a thing good to look upon; just as he 

would feel a sensuous appreciation of the sight of a well…bred; 

well…matched; well…turned…out pair of horses。  Behind his careful 

political flippancy and cynicism one might also detect a certain 

careless sincerity; which would probably in the long run save him 

from moderate success; and turn him into one of the brilliant 

failures of his day。  Beyond this it was difficult to form an exact 

appreciation of Courtenay Youghal; and Elaine; who liked to have 

her impressions distinctly labelled and pigeon…holed; was 

perpetually scrutinising the outer surface of his characteristics 

and utterances; like a baffled art critic vainly searching beneath 

the varnish and scratches of a doubtfully assigned picture for an 

enlightening signature。  The young man added to her perplexities by 

his deliberate policy of never trying to show himself in a 

favourable light even when most anxious to impart a favourable 

impression。  He preferred that people should hunt for his good 

qualities; and merely took very good care that as far as possible 

they should never draw blank; even in the matter of selfishness; 

which was the anchor…sheet of his existence; he contrived to be 

noted; and justly noted; for doing remarkably unselfish things。  As 

a ruler he would have been reasonably popular; as a husband he 

would probably be unendurable。



Comus was to a certain extent as great a mystification as Youghal; 

but here Elaine was herself responsible for some of the perplexity 

which enshrouded his character in her eyes。  She had taken more 

than a passing fancy for the boy … for the boy as he might be; that 

was to say … and she was desperately unwilling to see him and 

appraise him as he really was。  Thus the mental court of appeal was 

constantly engaged in examining witnesses as to character; most of 

whom signally failed to give any testimony which would support the 

favourable judgment which the tribunal was so anxious to arrive at。  

A woman with wider experience of the world's ways and shortcomings 

would probably have contented herself with an endeavour to find out 

whether her liking for the boy out…weighed her dislike of his 

characteristics; Elaine took her judgments too seriously to 

approach the matter from such a simple and convenient standpoint。  

The fact that she was much more than half in love with Comus made 

it dreadfully important that she should discover him to have a 

lovable soul; and Comus; it must be confessed; did little to help 

forward the discovery。



〃At any rate he is honest;〃 she would observe to herself; after 

some outspoken admission of unprincipled conduct on his part; and 

then she would ruefully recall certain episodes in which he had 

figured; from which honesty had been conspicuously absent。  What 

she tried to label honesty in his candour was probably only a 

cynical defiance of the laws of right and wrong。



〃You look more than usually thoughtful this afternoon;〃 said Comus 

to her; 〃as if you had invented this summer day and were trying to 

think out improvements。〃



〃If I had the power to create improvements anywhere I think I 

should begin with you;〃 retorted Elaine。



〃I'm sure it's much better to leave me as I am;〃 protested Comus; 

〃you're like a relative of mine up in Argyllshire; who spends his 

time producing improved breeds of sheep and pigs and chickens。  So 

patronising and irritating to the Almighty I should think; to go 

about putting superior finishing touches to Creation。〃



Elaine frowned; and then laughed; and finally gave a little sigh。



〃It's not easy to talk sense to you;〃 she said。



〃Whatever else you take in hand;〃 said Youghal; 〃you must never 

improve this garden。  It's what our idea of Heaven might be like if 

the Jews hadn't invented one for us on totally different lines。  

It's dreadful that we should accept them as the impresarios of our 

religious dreamland instead of the Greeks。〃



〃You are not very fond of the Jews;〃 said Elaine。



〃I've travelled and lived a good deal in Eastern Europe;〃 said 

Youghal。



〃It seems largely a question of geography;〃 said Elaine; 〃in 

England no one really is anti…Semitic。〃



Youghal shook his head。  〃I know a great many Jews who are。〃



Servants had quietly; almost reverently; placed tea and its 

accessories on the wicker table; and quietly receded from the 

landscape。  Elaine sat like a grave young goddess about to dispense 

some mysterious potion to her devotees。  Her mind was still sitting 

in judgment on the Jewish question。



Comus scrambled to his feet。



〃It's too hot for tea;〃 he said; 〃I shall go and feed the swans。〃



And he walked off with a little silver basket…dish containing brown 

bread…and…butter。



Elaine laughed quietly。



〃It's so like Comus;〃 she said; 〃to go off with our one dish of 

bread…and…butter。〃



Youghal chuckled responsively。  It was an undoubted opportunity for 

him to put in some disparaging criticism of Comus; and Elaine sat 

alert in readiness to judge the critic and reserve judgment on the 

criticised。



〃His selfishness is splendid but absolutely futile;〃 said Youghal; 

〃now my selfishness is commonplace; but always thoroughly practical 

and calculated。  He will have great difficulty in getting the swans 

to accept his offering; and he incurs the odium of reducing us to a 

bread…and…butterless co
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