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〃Yes。 This gentleman cannot disgrace me more than I have myself
this evening。〃
〃Disgrace you！ Miss Burton；〃 exclaimed the gentleman。 〃Your name
is a household word in our home； and our honor for it is only
excelled by our love。 You remember my invalid daughter； Emily
Musgraveour only and unfortunate child。 She attended the college
in which you are an instructress。 Before she came under your
influence her infirmities were crushing her spirit and embittering
her life。 So morbid was she becoming that she apparently began to
hate her mother and myself as the authors of her wretched existence。
But by some divine magic you sweetened the bitter waters of her
life； and now she is a fountain of joy in our home。 In her behalf
and her mother's； I thank you； and even more； if possible； in my own
behalf； for the reproachful； averted face of my child was killing
me；〃 and tears stood in the strong man's eyes。
There was nothing conventional in the way in which Jeannie Burton
received his warm gratitude。 She leaned wearily back in her chair；
and for a moment closed her eyes。 There was far more resignation
than of pleasure in her face； and she had the air of one submitting
to a fate which one could not and ought not to resist。
〃Your three lives are much happier then？〃 she said； gently； as if
wishing to hear the reassuring truth again。
〃You do not realize your service to us；〃 said Mr。 Musgrave； eagerly。
〃Our lives were not happy at all。 There seemed nothing before us
but increasing pain。 You have not added to a happiness already
existing merely； but have caused us to exchange positive suffering
for happiness。 Emily seems to have learned the art of making every
day of our lives a blessing； and she says you taught her how。 I
would go around the world to say to you； 'God bless you for it！'〃
〃Such assurances ought to make one resigned； if not content；〃
she murmured in a low tone； as if half speaking to herself。 Then
rising； by an evident effort； she cordially gave her hand to Mr。
Musgrave； and said：
〃You see； sir； that I am scarcely myself to…night。 I think I could
give you a better impression of your daughter's friend to…morrow。
Give her my sincere love and congratulations。 She is evidently
bearing her burden better than I mine。 You cannot know how much
good your words have done me to…night。 I needed them； and they
will help me for years to come。〃
The gentleman's eyes grew moist again； and he said； huskily：
〃I know you are rather alone in the world； but if it should ever
happen that there is anything that I could do for you were I your
father； call on John Musgrave。 There； I cannot trust myself to
speak to you any more； though I have so much to say。 Good…night；
and good…by；〃 and he made a very precipitate retreat； thoroughly
overcome by his warm Southern heart。
〃I dread to leave you looking so sad and ill； or else I would say
good…night also；〃 said Van Berg。
She started as if she had half forgotten his presence； and kept
her face averted as she replied：
〃I will say good…night to you； Mr。 Van Berg。 I would prove poor
company this evening。〃
〃Before you go I wish to thank you for letting me stay；〃 he said；
hastily。 〃As Mr。 Musgrave asserted； you would indeed never have
told me what I have heard； and yet I would not have missed hearing
it for more than you will believe。 How many lives have you blessed；
Jennie Burton？〃
〃Not very many； I fear； but I half wish I knew。 Each one would be
like an argument。〃
〃Arguments that should prove that you ought to let the dead past
bury its dead； and live in the richer present；〃 he said； earnestly。
〃The richer present！〃 she repeated slowly； and her face grew almost
stern in its reproach。
〃Forgive mein the present you so enrich； then；〃 he said； eagerly。
Again she averted her face； and he saw that for some reason she
wished to avoid his eyes。
〃I am too weak and unnerved to do more than say good…night again；〃
she said； trying to smile。 〃You are fast learning that if you
would be my friend you must be a patient and generous one。〃
〃Thank heaven I came to the Lake House！〃 ejaculated the artist as
he strolled out into the star…light。 Thank heaven for this mingling
mystery and crystal purity。 It does me good to trust her。 There
is a deep and abiding joy in the very generosity she inspires。 I
am learning the spell under which Emily Musgrave came。 But how
strange it all is！ She expected some one to…night； whom she would
have welcomed as she never will me。 〃The only rival I have to fear
may not be dead； as I supposed； and yet my perverse heart is more
full of pity for her than jealousy。 I had no idea that I was capable
of such self…abnegation。 Has she the art of spiritual alchemy；
and so can transmute natures full of alloy into fine gold？〃
Van Berg was an acute observer； and had large acquaintance with
the world in which he lived； and its inhabitants。 He was in the
main； however； an unknown quantity to himself。
Chapter XXXIV。 Puzzled。
Tuesday was dreary enough to more than one at the Lake House。
Clouds covered the sky； yet they gave little promise of the rain
which the thirsty earth so needed。 To Ida； as she looked out late
in the morning； they seemed like a leaden wall around her； shutting
off all avenues of escape。
Her mother joined her as she went down to a cold and dismal breakfast；
long after all the other guests had left the dining…room； and she
commenced fretting and fuming； as was her custom when the world
did not arrange itself to suit her mood。
〃Everything is on the bias to…day；〃 she said； 〃and you most of all
from your appearance。 I wish I could see things straightened out
for once。 The little school…ma'am； who turns everybody's head； is
sick in her room； and did not come down to breakfast。 Therefore
we had a Quaker meeting。 If you had been present with your long
face； the occasion would have been one of oppressive solemnity。 Ik
appeared as dejected as if he were to be executed before dinner；
and scarcely ate a mouthful； I never saw a fellow so changed in all
my life。 Although your artist friend had a rapt； absorbed look；
he was still able to absorb a good deal of steak and coffee。 I
saw him and Miss Burton emerge from a private parlor last night；
and he probably understands Miss Burton's malady better than the
rest of us。 Whywhat's the matter？ Would to heaven I understood
your malady better！ Are you sick？〃
〃Yes；〃 said Ida； rising abruptly from the table； 〃I am sicksick
of myself； sick of the world。〃
〃Good gracious！〃 exclaimed Mrs。 Mayhew； sharply； 〃are you so wrapt
up in that fellow Sibley； that you can't live without him？〃
Ida made a slight but expressive gesture of protest and disgust；
then said； in a low tone； as if to herself： 〃If my own mother so
misjudges me； what can I expect of others？〃
Mr