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a face illumined-第103章

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Once in the social eye it would be Mrs。 Mayhew's strongest impulse

to make a good impression; and she behaved beautifully。  Something

in Ida's manner puzzled her father; but she smiled so reassuringly

that he gave himself up to the quiet enjoyment of the situation

that was so natural and yet so novel。  He listened with a pleased

expression to the music; and noted; with deep satisfaction; the

friendly and respectful bearing of those near; towards both his

wife and himself; but he exulted in the evident admiration that

his daughter excited。  The people at the Lake House had already

discovered that there was a decided change for the better in the

Mayhew family; and they greeted the improvement with a kindly but

well…bred and unobtrusive welcome that was creditable to human

nature。  Of course there was a great deal of whispered surmise;

but nothing offensive to the eye。



Stanton came and asked Ida to join in the singing at the piano;

but she shook her head decidedly。



〃Who has been hurting your feelings?〃 he asked; in a low tone。



By a scarcely perceptible gesture; she put her finger on her lips

and said quietly; 〃They are waiting for you; Cousin Ik。〃  Then she

added; with a smile; 〃Somewhere I've heard a proverb expressing

surprise that Saul should be among the prophets。  I hardly think

it will be in good taste for me to appear among them just yet。〃



〃And I once believed her to be a fool;〃 thought Stanton as he

returned to his place。



Again; on this Sunday evening; keen eyes were watching her from

the dusky piazza; but so far from being wolfish and ravenous; they

were full of sympathy and admiration。



As Van Berg approached the parlor windows after his return; he saw

Stanton standing by the piano at Jennie Burton's side; and she was

looking up to him and speaking in a very friendly manner。  He was

not conscious of any appropriate pangs of jealousy; and indeed

did not miss their absence; but he looked eagerly around for the

problem his philosophical mind was so bent on solving。



At first the favorable impression made by the reunited family caught

his attention; and he muttered; 〃There is some more of her magic。

But what is the matter with Miss Mayhew herself。  Her eyes are

burning with a fire that is anything but tender and sacred; and

there are moments when her face is almost stern; and again it is

full of trouble。〃



Some one discovered him on the piazza; and there was a general

wish expressed that he should sing with Miss Burton a duet that

had become a favorite。  After this and one or two other pieces;

he again sought his place of observation。  The color and fire had

now wholly faded from Miss Mayhew's face; and she looked pale and

sad。  Her father turned to her; and said:



〃Ida; I fear you don't feel well。〃



〃I'm very tired; and think I had better go to my room。〃



He rose instantly; and gave her his arm; but on the way she reassured

him:  〃A night's sleep; and the rest I shall have with you in the

city are just what I need; so don't worry; for I shall be ready to

take the train with you in the morning;〃 and Mr。 Mayhew rejoined

his wife; and completed a happier day than he ever expected to see

again。



But poor Ida; when left alone; buried her face in her hands

and sobbed; 〃I've wounded HIS feelings; I've given way to my old

passionate anger; I've spoken to mother as a daughter never should。

What will ever become of faulty Ida Mayhew?  The worm…eaten emblem

is true of me still。〃



Then; as if whispered to her by some good angel; the words Mr。

Eltinge had spoken recurred to her。  〃Your Saviour will be as tender

and patient with you as a mother with her baby that is learning to

walk。〃



〃Oh;〃 she cried; in a low; passionate tone; 〃that is the kind of

a God I need!〃



She also remembered the reassuring words that Mr。 Eltinge had

quoted〃As one whom his mother comforteth so will I comfort you;〃

and the promise was made good to her。



〃Stanton;〃 said Van Berg; a little abruptly; before they parted

that evening; 〃I fear; from your cousin's appearance; she was ill

when she left the parlor。〃



〃I've given up trying to understand Ida。  When she came down with

her mother; she looked like an incensed goddess; and when she

returned she reminded me of the fading white lily she wore in her

hair。  I give it up;〃 concluded Stanton; whose language had become

a trifle figurative and poetic of late。



〃I don't;〃 muttered the artist; after smoking the third consecutive

cigar in solitude。











Chapter XLVII。  The Concert Garden Again。









Van Berg had scarcely ever known a day to pass more slowly and

heavily than Monday。  He had taken pains to be present at Ida's

departure with her father; and it had depressed him unaccountably

that she had been so quiet as to seem even a little cold in her

farewell。  She would not look towards him; nor could he catch her

eye or obtain one friendly expression。  He did not know that the

poor girl dared not smile or speak lest she should be too friendly;

and that she avoided him with the instinct of self…preservation。

His conclusion was:  〃She finds; after thinking it all over; that

she has far more to forgive than she thought; and my presence

reminds her of everything she would be glad to forget。〃



He tried once or twice to find Jennie Burton; but did not succeed。

She made no apparent effort to avoid him; and was so cordial in

her manner when they met that he had severe compunctions that he

did not seek her society resolutely and press his suit。  〃The summer

is drawing to a close;〃 he muttered; 〃and nothing is settled。  Confound

it all!  I'm the least settled of anything。  The best chance I shall

ever have is passing swiftly。  Ever faculty I possess assures me

that she is the one woman of all the world。  I honor her; I reverence

her; I admire her and everything she does and says。  I trust her

implicitly; even though she is so shrouded in mystery。  What the

mischief is the matter with my old water…logged heart that it should

be so heavy and dumpish?〃



But so it was。  Jennie Burton smiled on him and others as brightly

as ever; and yet he knew her heart was breaking; for she was growing

slighter and more spirit…like daily。  His desire to comfort her;

however; by a life…long effort ebbed away; till he was cursing himself

for a fickle; cold…blooded wretch。  〃I had better shut myself up

in my studio;〃 he said to himself。  〃I may make a painter; but I

never will anything else;〃 and early on Tuesday he went doggedly

to work on Mr。 Eltinge's picture。



His perplexed and jarring thoughts gradually ceased their discord

as he became absorbed in his loved and familiar tasks。  Sweet and

low at first; and in the faint; broken suggestion of his kindling

fancy; the symphonic poem he had heard in the garden began again;

but at last his imagination made it almost real。  He listened once

more to Ida's girlish; plaintiv
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