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At all these signs one half of Mrs。 Dodd's heart used to boil with indignation； and the other half melt with pity。 For she saw her daughter was looking for 〃the Wretch。〃 Indeed Mrs。 Dodd began to fear she had done unwisely in ignoring 〃the Wretch。〃 Julia's thoughts dwelt on him none the less； indeed all the more as it seemed； so the topic interdicted by tacit consent bade fair to become a barrier between her and Mrs。 Dodd； hitherto her bosom friend as well as her mother。 This was intolerable to poor Mrs。 Dodd： and at last she said one day； 〃My darling； do not be afraid of me； rob me of your happy thoughts if you will； but oh； not of your sad ones。〃
Julia began to cry directly。 〃Oh no； mamma；〃 she sobbed； 〃do not you encourage me in my folly。 I know I have thrown away my affections on one whoI shall never see him again： shall I； mamma？ Oh； to think I can say those words； and yet go living on。〃
Mrs。 Dodd sighed。 〃And if you saw him； would that mend the chain he has chosen to break？〃
〃I don't know； but if I could only see him to part friends！ It is cruel to hate him now he has lost his sister； and then I have got her message to give him。 And I want to ask him why he was afraid of me： why he could not tell me he had altered his mind： did he think I wanted to have him against his will？ Oh； mamma；〃 said she imploringly； 〃he seemed to love me； he seemed all truth。 I am a poor unfortunate girl。〃
Mrs。 Dodd had only caresses to soothe her with。 She could not hold out any hopes。
One day Julia asked her timidly if she might be a district visitor： 〃My dear friend was； and advised me to be one too； but I was wilful in those days and chose to visit by fits and starts； and be independent。 I am humbled now a little： may I； mamma？ Since she died every word of hers seems a law to me。〃
Mrs。 Dodd assented cordially； as she would to anything else her wounded one had proposed。
This project brought Julia into communication with the new curate； and who should it prove to be but Mr。 Hurd？ At sight of him she turned white and red； and the whole scene in the church came back to her。 But Mr。 Hurd showed considerable tact for so young a man； he spoke to her in accents of deep respect； but confined his remarks strictly to the matter in hand。 She told her mother when she got home； and expressed her gratitude to Mr。 Hurd； but said she wished they did not live in the same parish with him。 This feeling； however； wore off by degrees； as her self…imposed duties brought her more and more into contact with him； and showed her his good qualities。
As for Mr。 Hurd； he saw and understood her vivid emotion at sight of him； saw and pitied； not without wonder that so beautiful a creature should have been jilted。 And from the first he marked his sense of Alfred's conduct by showing her a profound and chivalrous respect which he did not bestow on other young ladies in his parish； on the contrary； he rather received homage from them than bestowed it。 By…and…bye he saw Julia suppress if not hide her own sorrow； and go sore…hearted day by day to comfort the poor and afflicted： he admired and almost venerated her for this。 He called often on Mrs。 Dodd； and was welcome。 She concealed her address for the present from all her friends except Dr。 Sampson； but Mr。 Hurd had discovered her； and ladies do not snub the clergy。 Moreover； Mr。 Hurd was a gentleman； and inclined to High Church。 This she liked。 He was very good…looking too； and quiet in his manners。 Above all； he seemed to be doing her daughter good； for Julia and Mr。 Hurd had one great sentiment in common。 When the intimacy had continued some time on these easy terms； Mrs。 Dodd saw that Mr。 Hurd was falling in love with Julia； and that sort of love warm； but respectful； which soon leads to marriage； especially when the lover is a clergyman。 This was more than Mrs。 Dodd bargained for； she did not want to part with her daughter； and under other circumstances would have drawn in her horns。 But Mr。 Hurd's undisguised homage gratified her maternal heart； coming so soon after that great insult to her daughter； and then she said to herself： 〃At any rate； he will help me cure her of 'the Wretch。'〃 She was not easy in her mind； though； could not tell what would come of it all。 So she watched her daughter's pensive face as only mothers watch； and saw a little of the old peach bloom creeping back。
That was irresistible： she let things go their own way； and hoped for the best。
CHAPTER XL
THE tenacity of a private lunatic asylum is unique。 A little push behind your back and you slide into one； but to get out again is to scale a precipice with crumbling sides。 Alfred； luckier than many； had twice nearly escaped； yet now he was tighter in than ever。 His father at first meant to give him but a year or two of it； and let him out on terms； his spirit broken and Julia married。 But his sister's death was fatal to him。 By Mrs。 Hardie's settlement the portion of any child of hers dying a minor； or intestate and childless； was to go to the other children； so now the prisoner had inherited his sister's ten thousand pounds； and a good slice of his bereaved enemy's and father's income。 But this doubled his father's bitternessthat he； the unloved one； should be enriched by the death of the adored one！and also tempted his cupidity： and unfortunately shallow legislation conspired with that temptation。 For when an Englishman； sane or insane； is once pushed behind his back into a madhouse； those relatives who have hidden him from the public eye； _i。e。；_ from the eye of justice； can grab hold of his money behind his back； as they certified away his wits behind his back； and can administer it in the dark； and embezzle it； chanting 〃But for us the 'dear deranged' would waste it。〃 Nor do the monstrous enactments which confer this unconstitutional power on subjects； and shield its exercise from the light and safeguard of Publicity； affix any penalty to the abuse of that power； if by one chance in a thousand detected。 In Lunacy Law extremes of intellect meet； the British senator plays at Satan； and tempts human frailty and cupidity beyond what they are able to bear。
So behold a son at twenty…one years of age devoted by a father to imprisonment for life。 But stop a minute； the mad statutes； which by the threefold temptation of Facility； Obscurity； and Impurity； insure the occasional incarceration and frequent detention of sane but moneyed men； do provide； though feebly； for their bare liberation； if perchance they should not yield to the _genius loci；_ and the natural effect of confinement plus anguish； by going mad or dying。 The Commissioners of Lunacy had power to liberate Alfred in spite of his relations。 And that power； you know； he had soberly but earnestly implored them to exercise。
After a delay that seemed as strange to him as postponing a hand to a drowning man； he received an official letter from Whitehall。 With bounding heart he broke the seal； and devoured the contents。 They ran thus
〃Sir；By order of the Commissioners of Lunacy； I am directed to inform you that they are in the receipt of your letter of the 29th ultimo； which will be laid before the Board at their next meeting。I am； &c。〃
Alfred was bi