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unholy temper; by un…Christ…like behaviour!〃
The strong and healthy wept and groaned aloud; but she they sorrowed for was all celestial bliss。 In her lifetime she had her ups and downs of religious fervour; was not without feverish heats; and cold misgivings and depression; but all these fled at that dread hour when the wicked are a prey to dark misgivings; or escape into apathy。 This timid girl that would have screamed at a scratch; met the King of Terrors with smiles and triumph。 For her the grave was Jordan; and death was but the iron gate of life everlasting。 _Mors janua vitae。_ Yet once or twice she took herself to task: but only to show she knew what the All…Pure had forgiven her。 〃I often was wanting in humility;〃 she said; 〃I almost think that if I were to be sent back again into this world of sin and sorrow I am leaving behind; I should grow a little in humility; for I know the ripe Christian is like the ripe corn; holds his head lower than when he was green; and the grave it seems to be ripening me。 But what does it matter? since He who died for me is content to take me as I am。 Come quickly; Lord Jesus; oh; come quickly! Relieve Thy servant from the burden of the flesh; and of the sins and foibles that cling to it and keep her these many years from Thee。〃
This prayer was granted; the body failed more and more; she could not swallow even a drop of wine; she could not even praise her Redeemer; that is to say; she could not speak。 Yet she lay and triumphed。 With hands put together in prayer; and eyes full of praise and joy unspeakable; she climbed fast to God。 While she so mounted in the spirit; her breath came at intervals unusually long; and all were sent for to see Death conquer the body and be conquered by the soul。
At last; after an unnaturally long interval; she drew a breath like a sigh。 They waited for another; waited; waited in vain。
She had calmly ceased to live。
The old doctor laid down her hand reverently; and said 〃She is with us no more。〃 Then with many tears; 〃Oh; may we all meet where she is now; and may I go to her the first。〃
Richard Hardie was led from the room in a stupor。
Immediately after death all the disfiguring effect of pain retired; and the happy soul seemed to have stamped its own celestial rapture on the countenance at the moment of leaving it; a rapture so wonderful; so divine; so more than mortal calm; irradiated the dead face。 The good Christians she left behind her looked on and feared to weep; lest they should offend Him; who had taken her to Himself; and set a visible seal upon the house of clay that had held her。 〃Oh; mamma;〃 cried Julia with fervour; 〃look! look! Can we; dare we; wish that angel back to this world of misery and sin?〃 And it was some hours before she cooled; and began to hang on Edward's neck and weep his loss and hers; as weep we mortals must; though the angels of Heaven are rejoicing。
Thus died in the flower of her youth; and by what we call a violent death; the one child Richard Hardie loved; member of a religious party whose diction now and then offends one to the soul: but the root of the matter is in them; allowance made for those passions; foibles; and infirmities of the flesh; even you and I are not entirely free from; they live fearing God; and die loving Him。
There was an inquest next day; followed in due course by a public trial of James Maxley。 But these are matters which; though rather curious and interesting; must be omitted; or touched hereafter and briefly。
The effect of Jane's death on Richard Hardie was deplorable。 He saw the hand of Heaven; but did not bow to it: so it filled him with rage; rebellion; and despair。 He got his daughter away and hid himself in the room with her; scarce stirring out by night or day。 He spoke to no one; he shunned the Dodds: he hated them。 He said it was through visiting their house she had met her death; and at their door。 He would not let himself see it was he who had sent her there with his lie。 He loathed Alfred; calling him the cause of all。
He asked nobody to the funeral: and; when Edward begged permission to come; he gave a snarl like a wild beast and went raging from him。 But Edward would go: and at the graveside pitying Heaven relieved the young fellow's choking heart with tears。 But no such dew came to that parched old man; who stood on its other side like the withered Archangel; his eyes gloomy and wild; his white cheek ploughed deep with care and crime and anguish; his lofty figure bowed by his long warfare; his soul burning and sickening by turns; with hatred and rebellion; with desolation and despair。
He went home and made his will; for he felt life hang on him like lead; and that any moment he might kill himself to be rid of it。 Strange to say; he left a sum of money to Edward Dodd。 A moment before; he didn't know he was going to do it: a moment after; he was half surprised he had done it; and minded to undo it; but would not take the trouble。 He went up to London; and dashed into speculation as some in their despair take to drink。 For this man had but two passions; avarice; and his love for his daughter。 Bereaved of her; he must either die; or live for gain。 He sought the very cave of Mammon; he plunged into the Stock Exchange。
When Mr。 Hardie said; 〃Alfred can't come; it seems;〃 Mrs。 Dodd misunderstood him; naturally enough。 She thought the heartless young man had sent some excuse: had chosen to let his sister die neglected rather than face Julia: 〃As if she would leave her own room while _he_ was in my house;〃 said Mrs。 Dodd; with sovereign contempt。 From this moment she conceived a horror of the young man。 Edward shared it fully; and the pair always spoke of him under the title of 〃the Wretch:〃 this was when Julia was not by。 In her presence he was never mentioned。 By this means she would in time forget him; or else see him as they saw him。
And as; after all; they knew little to Mr。 Hardie's disadvantage; except what had come out of 〃the Wretch's〃 mouth; and as moreover their hearts were softened towards the father by his bereavement; and their sight of his misery; and also by his grateful words; they quite acquitted him of having robbed them; and felt sure the fourteen thousand pounds was at the bottom of the sea。
They were a little surprised that Mr。 Hardie never spoke nor wrote to them again; but being high…minded and sweet tempered; they set it down to all…absorbing grief; and would not feel sore about it。
And now they must leave the little villa where they had been so happy and so unhappy。
The scanty furniture went first; Mrs。 Dodd followed; and arranged it in their apartments。 Julia would stay behind to comfort Edward; inconsolable herself。 The auction came off。 Most of the things went for cruelly little money compared to their value: and with the balance the sad young pair came up to London; and were clasped in their mother's arms。 The tears were in her tender eyes。 〃It is a poor place to receive my treasures;〃 she said: Edward looked round astonished: 〃It was a poor place;〃 said he; 〃but you have made a little palace of it; somehow or another。〃
〃My children's love can alone do that;〃 replied Mrs。 Dodd; kissing them both again。
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