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mankind grossly overeat themselves; our meals serve not only for
support; but as a hearty and natural diversion from the labour of
life。 Yet; though excess may be hurtful; I should have thought
this Trappist regimen defective。 And I am astonished; as I look
back; at the freshness of face and cheerfulness of manner of all
whom I beheld。 A happier nor a healthier company I should scarce
suppose that I have ever seen。 As a matter of fact; on this bleak
upland; and with the incessant occupation of the monks; life is of
an uncertain tenure; and death no infrequent visitor; at Our Lady
of the Snows。 This; at least; was what was told me。 But if they
die easily; they must live healthily in the meantime; for they
seemed all firm of flesh and high in colour; and the only morbid
sign that I could observe; an unusual brilliancy of eye; was one
that served rather to increase the general impression of vivacity
and strength。
Those with whom I spoke were singularly sweet…tempered; with what I
can only call a holy cheerfulness in air and conversation。 There
is a note; in the direction to visitors; telling them not to be
offended at the curt speech of those who wait upon them; since it
is proper to monks to speak little。 The note might have been
spared; to a man the hospitallers were all brimming with innocent
talk; and; in my experience of the monastery; it was easier to
begin than to break off a conversation。 With the exception of
Father Michael; who was a man of the world; they showed themselves
full of kind and healthy interest in all sorts of subjects … in
politics; in voyages; in my sleeping…sack … and not without a
certain pleasure in the sound of their own voices。
As for those who are restricted to silence; I can only wonder how
they bear their solemn and cheerless isolation。 And yet; apart
from any view of mortification; I can see a certain policy; not
only in the exclusion of women; but in this vow of silence。 I have
had some experience of lay phalansteries; of an artistic; not to
say a bacchanalian character; and seen more than one association
easily formed and yet more easily dispersed。 With a Cistercian
rule; perhaps they might have lasted longer。 In the neighbourhood
of women it is but a touch…and…go association that can be formed
among defenceless men; the stronger electricity is sure to triumph;
the dreams of boyhood; the schemes of youth; are abandoned after an
interview of ten minutes; and the arts and sciences; and
professional male jollity; deserted at once for two sweet eyes and
a caressing accent。 And next after this; the tongue is the great
divider。
I am almost ashamed to pursue this worldly criticism of a religious
rule; but there is yet another point in which the Trappist order
appeals to me as a model of wisdom。 By two in the morning the
clapper goes upon the bell; and so on; hour by hour; and sometimes
quarter by quarter; till eight; the hour of rest; so
infinitesimally is the day divided among different occupations。
The man who keeps rabbits; for example; hurries from his hutches to
the chapel; the chapter…room; or the refectory; all day long:
every hour he has an office to sing; a duty to perform; from two;
when he rises in the dark; till eight; when he returns to receive
the comfortable gift of sleep; he is upon his feet and occupied
with manifold and changing business。 I know many persons; worth
several thousands in the year; who are not so fortunate in the
disposal of their lives。 Into how many houses would not the note
of the monastery bell; dividing the day into manageable portions;
bring peace of mind and healthful activity of body! We speak of
hardships; but the true hardship is to be a dull fool; and
permitted to mismanage life in our own dull and foolish manner。
From this point of view; we may perhaps better understand the
monk's existence。 A long novitiate and every proof of constancy of
mind and strength of body is required before admission to the
order; but I could not find that many were discouraged。 In the
photographer's studio; which figures so strangely among the
outbuildings; my eye was attracted by the portrait of a young
fellow in the uniform of a private of foot。 This was one of the
novices; who came of the age for service; and marched and drilled
and mounted guard for the proper time among the garrison of
Algiers。 Here was a man who had surely seen both sides of life
before deciding; yet as soon as he was set free from service he
returned to finish his novitiate。
This austere rule entitles a man to heaven as by right。 When the
Trappist sickens; he quits not his habit; he lies in the bed of
death as he has prayed and laboured in his frugal and silent
existence; and when the Liberator comes; at the very moment; even
before they have carried him in his robe to lie his little last in
the chapel among continual chantings; joy…bells break forth; as if
for a marriage; from the slated belfry; and proclaim throughout the
neighbourhood that another soul has gone to God。
At night; under the conduct of my kind Irishman; I took my place in
the gallery to hear compline and SALVE REGINA; with which the
Cistercians bring every day to a conclusion。 There were none of
those circumstances which strike the Protestant as childish or as
tawdry in the public offices of Rome。 A stern simplicity;
heightened by the romance of the surroundings; spoke directly to
the heart。 I recall the whitewashed chapel; the hooded figures in
the choir; the lights alternately occluded and revealed; the strong
manly singing; the silence that ensued; the sight of cowled heads
bowed in prayer; and then the clear trenchant beating of the bell;
breaking in to show that the last office was over and the hour of
sleep had come; and when I remember; I am not surprised that I made
my escape into the court with somewhat whirling fancies; and stood
like a man bewildered in the windy starry night。
But I was weary; and when I had quieted my spirits with Elizabeth
Seton's memoirs … a dull work … the cold and the raving of the wind
among the pines (for my room was on that side of the monastery
which adjoins the woods) disposed me readily to slumber。 I was
wakened at black midnight; as it seemed; though it was really two
in the morning; by the first stroke upon the bell。 All the
brothers were then hurrying to the chapel; the dead in life; at
this untimely hour; were already beginning the uncomforted labours
of their day。 The dead in life … there was a chill reflection。
And the words of a French song came back into my memory; telling of
the best of our mixed existence:
'Que t'as de belles filles;
Girofle!
Girofla!
Que t'as de belles filles;
L'AMOUR LET COMPTERA!'
And I blessed God that I was free to wander; free to hope; and free
to love。
THE BO