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ng the guest。 A fragrant intoxicating vapour; issuing from a strange sort of incense that burned within; almost overpowered my senses。
As with trembling heart I made an attempt to step across the outstretched legs of the eunuch; he woke up suddenly with a start; and the sword fell from his lap with a sharp clang on the marble floor。 A terrific scream made me jump; and I saw I was sitting on that camp… bedstead of mine sweating heavily; and the crescent moon looked pale in the morning light like a weary sleepless patient at dawn; and our crazy Meher Ali was crying out; as is his daily custom; 〃Stand back! Stand back!!〃 while he went along the lonely road。
Such was the abrupt close of one of my Arabian Nights; but there were yet a thousand nights left。
Then followed a great discord between my days and nights。 During the day I would go to my work worn and tired; cursing the bewitching night and her empty dreams; but as night came my daily life with its bonds and shackles of work would appear a petty; false; ludicrous vanity。
After nightfall I was caught and overwhelmed in the snare of a strange intoxication; I would then be transformed into some unknown personage of a bygone age; playing my part in unwritten history; and my short English coat and tight breeches did not suit me in the least。 With a red velvet cap on my head; loose paijamas; an embroidered vest; a long flowing silk gown; and coloured handkerchiefs scented with attar; I would complete my elaborate toilet; sit on a high…cushioned chair; and replace my cigarette with a many…coiled narghileh filled with rose…water; as if in eager expectation of a strange meeting with the beloved one。
I have no power to describe the marvellous incidents that unfolded themselves; as the gloom of the night deepened。 I felt as if in the curious apartments of that vast edifice the fragments of a beautiful story; which I could follow for some distance; but of which I could never see the end; flew about in a sudden gust of the vernal breeze。 And all the same I would wander from room to room in pursuit of them the whole night long。
Amid the eddy of these dream…fragments; amid the smell of henna and the twanging of the guitar; amid the waves of air charged with fragrant spray; I would catch like a flash of lightning the momentary glimpse of a fair damsel。 She it was who had saffron…coloured paijamas; white ruddy soft feet in gold…embroidered slippers with curved toes; a close… fitting bodice wrought with gold; a red cap; from which a golden frill fell on her snowy brow and cheeks。
She had maddened me。 In pursuit of her I wandered from room to room; from path to path among the bewildering maze of alleys in the enchanted dreamland of the nether world of sleep。
Sometimes in the evening; while arraying myself carefully as a prince of the blood…royal before a large mirror; with a candle burning on either side; I would see a sudden reflection of the Persian beauty by the side of my own。 A swift turn of her neck; a quick eager glance of intense passion and pain glowing in her large dark eyes; just a suspicion of speech on her dainty red lips; her figure; fair and slim crowned with youth like a blossoming creeper; quickly uplifted in her graceful tilting gait; a dazzling flash of pain and craving and ecstasy; a smile and a glance and a blaze of jewels and silk; and she melted away。 A wild glist of wind; laden with all the fragrance of hills and woods; would put out my light; and I would fling aside my dress and lie down on my bed; my eyes closed and my body thrilling with delight; and there around me in the breeze; amid all the perfume of the woods and hills; floated through the silent gloom many a caress and many a kiss and many a tender touch of hands; and gentle murmurs in my ears; and fragrant breaths on my brow; or a sweetly…perfumed kerchief was wafted again and again on my cheeks。 Then slowly a mysterious serpent would twist her stupefying coils about me; and heaving a heavy sigh; I would lapse into insensibility; and then into a profound slumber。
One evening I decided to go out on my horseI do not know who implored me to stay…but I would listen to no entreaties that day。 My English hat and coat were resting on a rack; and I was about to take them down when a sudden whirlwind; crested with the sands of the Susta and the dead leaves of the Avalli hills; caught them up; and whirled them round and round; while a loud peal of merry laughter rose higher and higher; striking all the chords of mirth till it died away in the land of sunset。
I could not go out for my ride; and the next day I gave up my queer English coat and hat for good。
That day again at dead of night I heard the stifled heart…breaking sobs of some oneas if below the bed; below the floor; below the stony foundation of that gigantic palace; from the depths of a dark damp grave; a voice piteously cried and implored me: 〃Oh; rescue me! Break through these doors of hard illusion; deathlike slumber and fruitless dreams; place by your side on the saddle; press me to your heart; and; riding through hills and woods and across the river; take me to the warm radiance of your sunny rooms above!〃
Who am I? Oh; how can I rescue thee? What drowning beauty; what incarnate passion shall I drag to the shore from this wild eddy of dreams? O lovely ethereal apparition! Where didst thou flourish and when?〃 By what cool spring; under the shade of what date…groves; wast thou bornin the lap of what homeless wanderer in the desert? What Bedouin snatched thee from thy mother's arms; an opening bud plucked from a wild creeper; placed thee on a horse swift as lightning; crossed the burning sands; and took thee to the slave…market of what royal city? And there; what officer of the Badshah; seeing the glory of thy bashful blossoming youth; paid for thee in gold; placed thee in a golden palanquin; and offered thee as a present for the seraglio of his master? And O; the history of that place! The music of the sareng; the jingle of anklets; the occasional flash of daggers and the glowing wine of Shiraz poison; and the piercing flashing glance! What infinite grandeur; what endless servitude!
The slave…girls to thy right and left waved the chamar as diamonds flashed from their bracelets; the Badshah; the king of kings; fell on his knees at thy snowy feet in bejewelled shoes; and outside the terrible Abyssinian eunuch; looking like a messenger of death; but clothed like an angel; stood with a naked sword in his hand! Then; O; thou flower of the desert; swept away by the blood…stained dazzling ocean of grandeur; with its foam of jealousy; its rocks and shoals of intrigue; on what shore of cruel death wast thou cast; or in what other land more splendid and more cruel?
Suddenly at this moment that crazy Meher Ali screamed out: 〃Stand back! Stand back!! All is false! All is false!!〃 I opened my eyes and saw that it was already light。 My chaprasi came and handed me my letters; and the cook waited with a salam for my orders。
I said; 〃No; I can stay here no longer。〃 That very day I packed up; and moved to my office。 Old Karim Khan smiled a little as he saw me。 I felt nettled; but said nothing; and fell to m