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h case； a ring set with pearls。
〃Look； Hemo；〃 said she； 〃what a beautiful ring my Abinash brought for you。〃
Hemangini snatched the ring from her hand。
〃Look； Aunt；〃 she answered quickly； 〃just see how splendidly I aim。〃 And she flung the ring into the tank outside the window。
The aunt； overwhelmed with alarm； vexation； and surprise； bristled like a hedgehog。 She turned to me； and held me by the hand。
〃Kumo；〃 she repeated again and again； 〃don't say a word about this childish freak to Abinash。 He would be fearfully vexed。〃
I assured her that she need not fear。 Not a word would reach him about it from my lips。
The next day before starting for home Hemangini embraced me； and said： 〃Dearest； keep me in mind； do not forget me。〃
I stroked her face over and over with my fingers； and said： 〃Sister； the blind have long memories。〃
I drew her head towards me； and kissed her hair and her forehead。 My world suddenly became grey。 All the beauty and laughter and tender youth； which had nestled so close to me； vanished when Hemangini departed。 I went groping about with arms outstretched； seeking to find out what was left in my deserted world。
My husband came in later。 He affected a great relief now that they were gone； but it was exaggerated and empty。 He pretended that his aunt's visit had kept him away from work。
Hitherto there had been only the one barrier of blindness between me and my husband。 Now another barrier was added； this deliberate silence about Hemangini。 He feigned utter indifference； but I knew he was having letters about her。
It was early in May。 My maid entered my room one morning； and asked me： 〃What is all this preparation going on at the landing on the river？ Where is Master going？〃
I knew there was something impending； but I said to the maid： 〃I can't say。〃
The maid did not dare to ask me any more questions。 She sighed； and went away。
Late that night my husband came to me。
〃I have to visit a patient in the country；〃 said he。 〃I shall have to start very early to…morrow morning； and I may have to be away for two or three days。〃
I got up from my bed。 I stood before him； and cried aloud： 〃Why are you telling me lies？〃
My husband stammered out： 〃Whatwhat lies have I told you？〃
I said： 〃You are going to get married。〃
He remained silent。 For some moments there was no sound in the room。 Then I broke the silence：
〃Answer me；〃 I cried。 〃Say； yes。〃
He answered； 〃Yes；〃 like a feeble echo。
I shouted out with a loud voice： 〃No！ I shall never allow you。 I shall save you from this great disaster； this dreadful sin。 If I fail in this； then why am I your wife； and why did I ever worship my God？〃
The room remained still as a stone。 I dropped on the floor； and clung to my husband's knees。
〃What have I done？〃 I asked。 〃Where have I been lacking？ Tell me truly。 Why do you want another wife？〃
My husband said slowly： 〃I will tell you the truth。 I am afraid of you。 Your blindness has enclosed you in its fortress； and I have now no entrance。 To me you are no longer a woman。 You are awful as my God。 I cannot live my every day life with you。 I want a womanjust an ordinary womanwhom I can be free to chide and coax and pet and scold。〃
Oh； tear open my heart and see！ What am I else but that； just an ordinary woman？ I am the same girl that I was when I was newly wed； a girl with all her need to believe； to confide； to worship。
I do not recollect exactly the words that I uttered。 I only remember that I said： 〃If I be a true wife； then； may God be my witness； you shall never do this wicked deed； you shall never break your oath。 Before you commit such sacrilege； either I shall become a widow； or Hemangini shall die。〃
Then I fell down on the floor in a swoon。 When I came to myself； it was still dark。 The birds were silent。 My husband had gone。
All that day I sat at my worship in the sanctuary at the household shrine。 In the evening a fierce storm； with thunder and lightning and rain； swept down upon the house and shook it。 As I crouched before the shrine； I did not ask my God to save my husband from the storm； though he must have been at that time in peril on the river。 I prayed that whatever might happen to me； my husband might be saved from this great sin。
Night passed。 The whole of the next day I kept my seat at worship。 When it was evening there was the noise of shaking and beating at the door。 When the door was broken open； they found me lying unconscious on the ground； and carried me to my room。
When I came to myself at last； I heard some one whispering in my ear： 〃Sister。〃
I found that I was lying in my room with my head on Hemangini's lap。 When my head moved； I heard her dress rustle。 It was the sound of bridal silk。
O my God； my God！ My prayer has gone unheeded！ My husband has fallen！
Hemangini bent her head low； and said in a sweet whisper： 〃Sister； dearest； I have come to ask your blessing on our marriage。〃
At first my whole body stiffened like the trunk of a tree that has been struck by lightning。 Then I sat up； and said； painfully； forcing myself to speak the words： 〃Why should I not bless you？ You have done no wrong。〃
Hemangini laughed her merry laugh。
〃Wrong！〃 said she。 〃When you married it was right； and when I marry； you call it wrong！ 〃
I tried to smile in answer to her laughter。 I said in my mind： 〃My prayer is not the final thing in this world。 His will is all。 Let the blows descend upon my head； but may they leave my faith and hope in God untouched。〃
Hemangini bowed to me； and touched my feet。 〃May you be happy；〃 said I； blessing her； 〃and enjoy unbroken prosperity。〃
Hemangini was still unsatisfied。
〃Dearest sister；〃 she said； 〃a blessing for me is not enough。 You must make our happiness complete。 You must； with those saintly hands of yours； accept into your home my husband also。 Let me bring him to you。〃
I said： 〃Yes； bring him to me。〃
A few moments later I heard a familiar footstep； and the question； 〃Kumo； how are you ？ 〃
I started up； and bowed to the ground； and cried： 〃Dada！ 〃
Hemangini burst out laughing。
〃You still call him elder brother？〃 she asked。 〃What nonsense！ Call him younger brother now； and pull his ears and cease him； for he has married me； your younger sister。〃
Then I understood。 My husband had been saved from that great sin。 He had not fallen。
I knew my Dada had determined never to marry。 And； since my mother had died； there was no sacred wish of hers to implore him to wedlock。 But I； his sister； by my sore need bad brought it to pass。 He had married for my sake。
Tears of joy gushed from my eyes； and poured down my cheeks。 I tried； but I could not stop them。 Dada slowly passed his fingers through my hair。 Hemangini clung to me； and went on laughing。
I was lying awake in my bed for the best part of the night； waiting with straining anxiety for my husband's return。 I could not imagine how he would bear the shock of shame and disappointment。
When it was long past the hour of midnight； slowly my door opened。 I sat up on my bed； and listened。 They were the footsteps of my husband。 My heart began to beat wildly。