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she generally appeared to be of the strange dissatisfaction with
which her husband seemed to regard his children。 Anyhow the
mention of them had evidently changed her mood; and almost directly
afterwards; with the remark that she must go and look after her
guests; who had all arrived by now; she left me to myself。
For some minutes I sat by the bright fire; lost in aimless;
wandering thought; which began with Dame Alice and her cabinet; and
which ended somehow with Alan's face; as I had last seen it looking
up at me in front of the hall…door。 When I had reached that point;
I roused myself to decide that I had dreamt long enough; and that
it was quite time to go down to the guests and to tea。 I
accordingly donned my best teagown; arranged my hair; and proceeded
towards the drawing…room。 My way there lay through the great
central hall。 This apartment was approached from most of the
bedrooms in the house through a large; arched doorway at one end of
it; which communicated directly with the great staircase。 My
bedroom; however; which; as I have said; lay among the private
apartments of the house; opened into a passage which led into a
broad gallery; or upper chamber; stretching right across the end of
the hall。 From this you descended by means of a small staircase in
oak; whose carved balustrade; bending round the corner of the hall;
formed one of the prettiest features of the picturesque old room。
The barrier which ran along the front of the gallery was in solid
oak; and of such a height that; unless standing close up to it; you
could neither see nor be seen by the occupants of the room below。
On approaching this gallery I heard voices in the hall。 They were
George's and Alan's; evidently in hot discussion。 As I issued from
the passage; George was speaking; and his voice had that
exasperated tone in which an angry man tries to bring to a close an
argument in which he has lost his temper。 〃For heaven's sake leave
it alone; Alan; I neither can nor will interfere。 We have enough
to bear from these cursed traditions as it is; without adding one
which has no foundation whatever to justify ita mere contemptible
piece of superstition。〃
〃No member of our family has a right to call any tradition
contemptible which is connected with that place; and you know it;〃
answered Alan; and though he spoke low; his voice trembled with
some strong emotion。 A first impulse of hesitation which I had had
I checked; feeling that as I had heard so much it was fairer to go
on; and I advanced to the top of the staircase。 Alan stood by the
fireplace facing me; but far too occupied to see me。 His last
speech had seemingly aroused George to fury; for the latter turned
on him now with savage passion。
〃Damn it all; Alan!〃 he cried; 〃can't you be quiet? I will be
master in my own house。 Take care; I tell you; the curse may not
be quite fulfilled yet after all。〃
As George uttered these words; Alan lifted his eyes to him with a
glance of awful horror: his face turned ghastly white; his lips
trembled for a moment; and then he answered back with one half…
whispered word of supreme appeal〃George!〃 There was a long…
drawn; unutterable anguish in his tone; and his voice; though
scarcely audible; penetrated to every corner of the room; and
seemed to hang quivering in the air around one after the sound had
ceased。 Then there was a terrible stillness。 Alan stood trembling
in every limb; incapable apparently of speech or action; and George
faced him; as silent and motionless as he was。 For an instant they
remained thus; while I looked breathlessly on。 Then George; with a
muttered imprecation; turned on his heel and left the room。 Alan
followed him as he went with dull lifeless eyes; and as the door
closed he breathed deeply; with a breath that was almost a groan。
Taking my courage in both hands; I now descended the stairs; and at
the sound of my footfall he glanced up; started; and then came
rapidly to meet me。
〃Evie! you here;〃 he said; 〃I did not notice you。 How long have
you been here?〃 He was still quite white; and I noticed that he
panted for breath as he spoke。
〃Not long;〃 I answered; timidly; and rather spasmodically; 〃I only
heard a sentence or two。 You wanted George to do something about
some tradition or other;and he was angry;and he said something
about the curse。〃
While I spoke Alan kept his eyes fixed on mine; reading through
them; as I knew; into my mind。 When I had finished he turned his
gaze away satisfied; and answered very quietly; 〃Yes; that was it。〃
Then he went back to the fireplace; rested his arm against the high
mantelpiece above it; and leaning his forehead on his arm; remained
silently looking into the fire。 I could see by his bent brow and
compressed lips that he was engaged upon some earnest train of
thought or reasoning; and I stood waitingworried; puzzled;
curious; but above all things; pitiful; and oh! longing so
intensely to help him if I could。 Presently he straightened
himself a little; and addressed me more in his ordinary tone of
voice; though without looking round。 〃So I hear they have changed
your room。〃
〃Yes;〃 I answered。 And then; flushing rather; 〃Is that what you
and George have been quarreling about?〃 I received no reply; and
taking this silence for assent; I went on deprecatingly; 〃Because
you know; if it was; I think you are rather foolish; Alan。 As I
understand; two girls are said to have died in that room more than
a hundred years ago; and for that reason there is a prejudice
against putting a girl to sleep there。 That is all。 Merely a
vague; unreasonable tradition。〃
Alan took a moment to answer。
〃Yes;〃 he said at length; speaking slowly; and as if replying to
arguments in his own mind as much as to those which I had uttered。
〃Yes; it is nothing but a tradition after all; and that of the very
vaguest and most unsupported kind。〃
〃Is there even any proof that girls have not slept there since
those two died?〃 I asked。 I think that the suggestion conveyed in
this question was a relief to him; for after a moment's pause; as
if to search his memory; he turned round。
〃No;〃 he answered; 〃I don't think that there is any such proof; and
I have no doubt that you are right; and that it is a mere prejudice
that makes me dislike your sleeping there。〃
〃Then;〃 I said; with a little assumption of sisterly superiority;
〃I think George was right; and that you were wrong。〃
Alan smiled;a smiled which sat oddly on the still pale face; and
in the wearied; worn…looking eyes。 〃Very likely;〃 he said; 〃I
daresay that I am superstitious。 I have had things to make me so。〃
Then coming nearer to me; and laying his hands on my shoulders; he
went on; smiling more brightly; 〃We are a queer…tempered; bad…
nerved race; we Mervyns; and you must not take us too seriously;
Evie。 The best thing that you can do with our odd ways is to
ignore them。〃
〃Oh; I don't mind;〃 I answered; laughing; too glad to have won him
back to even temporary brightness; 〃as long as you and George don't
come to blows over the question of where I am to sleep; which after
all is chiefly my concern;and Lucy's。〃
〃