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but that; as he did not issue forth when she had stood listening and
trembling in the shadowy hall a little time; she crept up…stairs again;
impelled as before by ghosts and curiosity; and once more cowered
outside the door。
'Please to light the candle; Flintwinch;' Mrs Clennam was saying;
apparently wishing to draw him back into their usual tone。 'It is nearly
time for tea。 Little Dorrit is ing; and will find me in the dark。'
Mr Flintwinch lighted the candle briskly; and said as he put it down
upon the table:
'What are you going to do with Little Dorrit? Is she to e to work
here for ever? To e to tea here for ever? To e backwards and
forwards here; in the same way; for ever?' 'How can you talk about 〃for
ever〃 to a maimed creature like me? Are we not all cut down like the
grass of the field; and was not I shorn by the scythe many years ago:
since when I have been lying here; waiting to be gathered into the
barn?'
'Ay; ay! But since you have been lying here……not near dead……nothing like
it……numbers of children and young people; blooming women; strong men;
and what not; have been cut down and carried; and still here are you;
you see; not much changed after all。 Your time and mine may be a long
one yet。 When I say for ever; I mean (though I am not poetical) through
all our time。' Mr Flintwinch gave this explanation with great calmness;
and calmly waited for an answer。
'So long as Little Dorrit is quiet and industrious; and stands in need
of the slight help I can give her; and deserves it; so long; I suppose;
unless she withdraws of her own act; she will continue to e here; I
being spared。'
'Nothing more than that?' said Flintwinch; stroking his mouth and chin。
'What should there be more than that! What could there be more than
that!' she ejaculated in her sternly wondering way。
Mrs Flintwinch dreamed; that; for the space of a minute or two; they
remained looking at each other with the candle between them; and
that she somehow derived an impression that they looked at each other
fixedly。
'Do you happen to know; Mrs Clennam;' Affery's liege lord then demanded
in a much lower voice; and with an amount of expression that seemed
quite out of proportion to the simple purpose of his words; 'where she
lives?'
'No。'
'Would you……now; would you like to know?' said Jeremiah with a pounce as
if he had sprung upon her。
'If I cared to know; I should know already。 Could I not have asked her
any day?'
'Then you don't care to know?'
'I do not。'
Mr Flintwinch; having expelled a long significant breath said; with his
former emphasis; 'For I have accidentally……mind!……found out。'
'Wherever she lives;' said Mrs Clennam; speaking in one unmodulated hard
voice; and separating her words as distinctly as if she were reading
them off from separate bits of metal that she took up one by one; 'she
has made a secret of it; and she shall always keep her secret from me。'
'After all; perhaps you would rather not have known the fact; any how?'
said Jeremiah; and he said it with a twist; as if his words had e out
of him in his own wry shape。
'Flintwinch;' said his mistress and partner; flashing into a sudden
energy that made Affery start; 'why do you goad me? Look round this
room。 If it is any pensation for my long confinement within these
narrow limits……not that I plain of being afflicted; you know I never
plain of that……if it is any pensation to me for long confinement
to this room; that while I am shut up from all pleasant change I am also
shut up from the knowledge of some things that I may prefer to avoid
knowing; why should you; of all men; grudge me that belief?'
'I don't grudge it to you;' returned Jeremiah。
'Then say no more。 Say no more。 Let Little Dorrit keep her secret from
me; and do you keep it from me also。 Let her e and go; unobserved and
unquestioned。 Let me suffer; and let me have what alleviation belongs to
my condition。 Is it so much; that you torment me like an evil spirit?'
'I asked you a question。 That's all。'
'I have answered it。 So; say no more。 Say no more。' Here the sound of
the wheeled chair was heard upon the floor; and Affery's bell rang with
a hasty jerk。
More afraid of her husband at the moment than of the mysterious sound in
the kitchen; Affery crept away as lightly and as quickly as she could;
descended the kitchen stairs almost as rapidly as she had ascended them;
resumed her seat before the fire; tucked up her skirt again; and finally
threw her apron over her head。 Then the bell rang once more; and then
once more; and then kept on ringing; in despite of which importunate
summons; Affery still sat behind her apron; recovering her breath。
At last Mr Flintwinch came shuffling down the staircase into the
hall; muttering and calling 'Affery woman!' all the way。 Affery still
remaining behind her apron; he came stumbling down the kitchen stairs;
candle in hand; sidled up to her; twitched her apron off; and roused
her。
'Oh Jeremiah!' cried Affery; waking。 'What a start you gave me!'
'What have you been doing; iah。 'You've been rung
for fifty times。'
'Oh Jeremiah;' said Mistress Affery; 'I have been a…dreaming!'
Reminded of her former achievement in that way; Mr Flintwinch held the
candle to her head; as if he had some idea of lighting her up for the
illumination of the kitchen。
'Don't you know it's her tea…time?' he demanded with a vicious grin; and
giving one of the legs of Mistress Affery's chair a kick。
'Jeremiah? Tea…time? I don't know what's e to me。 But I got such a
dreadful turn; Jeremiah; before I went……off a…dreaming; that I think it
must be that。'
'Yoogh! Sleepy…Head!' said Mr Flintwinch; 'what are you talking about?'
'Such a strange noise; Jeremiah; and such a curious movement。 In the
kitchen here……just here。'
Jeremiah held up his light and looked at the blackened ceiling; held
down his light and looked at the damp stone floor; turned round with his
light and looked about at the spotted and blotched walls。
'Rats; cats; water; drains;' said Jeremiah。
Mistress Affery negatived each with a shake of her head。 'No; Jeremiah;
I have felt it before。 I have felt it up…stairs; and once on the
staircase as I was going from her room to ours in the night……a rustle
and a sort of trembling touch behind me。'
'Affery; my woman;' said Mr Flintwinch grimly; after advancing his nose
to that lady's lips as a test for the detection of spirituous liquors;
'if you don't get tea pretty quick; old woman; you'll bee sensible
of a rustle and a touch that'll send you flying to the other end of the
kitchen。'
This prediction stimulated Mrs Flintwinch to bestir herself; and to
hasten up…stairs to Mrs Clennam's chamber。 But; for all that; she now
began to entertain a settled conviction that there was something wrong
in the gloomy house。 Henceforth; she was never at peace in it after
daylight departed; and never went up or down stairs in the dark without
having her apron over her head; lest she should see something。
What with these ghostly apprehensions and her singular dreams; Mrs
Flintwinch fell that evening into a haunted state of mind; from which
it may be long before