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You have learned something by livin'； I guess！ And Linyour Lin； not
mine； nor never mine in heart for a day so deep as he's yourn right now
he has been gaygay as any I've knowed。 Why； look at that face of his！
Could a boy with a face like that help bein' gay？ But that don't touch
what's the true Lin deep down。 Nor will his deep…down love for you hinder
him like it will hinder you。 Don't you know men and us is different when
it comes to passion？ We're all one thing then； but they ain't simple。
They keep along with lots of other things。 I can't make yus know； and I
guess it takes a woman like I have been to learn their nature。 But you
did know he loved you； and you sent him away； and you'll be homeless in
yer house when he has done the right thing by himself and found another
girl。'
〃Lin； all the while I was talkin' all I knowed to her； without knowin'
what I'd be sayin' next； for it come that unexpected； she was lookin' at
me with them steady eyes。 And all she says when I quit was； 'If I saw him
I would tell him to find a home。'〃
〃Didn't she tell yu' she'd made me promise to keep away from seeing her？〃
asked the cow…puncher
Mrs。 Lusk laughed。 〃Oh； you innocent！〃 said she。
〃She said if I came she would leave Separ；〃 muttered McLean； brooding。
Again the large woman laughed out； but more harshly。
〃I have kept my promise；〃 Lin continued。
〃Keep it some more。 Sit here rotting in your chair till she goes away。
Maybe she's gone。〃
〃What's that？〃 said Lin。 But still she only laughed harshly。 〃I could be
there by to…morrow night；〃 he murmured。 Then his face softened。 〃She
would never do such a thing！〃 he said； to himself。
He had forgotten the woman at the table。 While she had told him matters
that concerned him he had listened eagerly。 Now she was of no more
interest than she had been before her story was begun。 She looked at his
eyes as he sat thinking and dwelling upon his sweetheart。 She looked at
him； and a longing welled up into her face。 A certain youth and heavy
beauty relighted the features。
〃You are the same； same Lin everyways；〃 she said。 〃A woman is too many
for you still； Lin！〃 she whispered。
At her summons he looked up from his revery。
〃Lin； I would not have treated you so。〃
The caress that filled her voice was plain。 His look met hers as he sat
quite still； his arms on the table。 Then he took his turn at laughing。
〃You！〃 he said。 〃At least I've had plenty of education in you。〃
〃Lin； Lin； don't talk that brutal to me to…day。 If yus knowed how near I
come shooting myself with 'Neighbor。' That would have been funny！
〃I knowed yus wanted to tear that pistol out of my hand because it was
hern。 But yus never did such things to me； fer there's a gentleman in you
somewheres； Lin。 And yus didn't never hit me； not even when you come to
know me well。 And when I seen you so unexpected again to…night； and you
just the same old Lin； scaring Lusk with shooting them chickens； so comic
and splendid； I could 'a' just killed Lusk sittin' in the wagon。 Say；
Lin； what made yus do that； anyway？〃
〃I can't hardly say；〃 said the cow…puncher。 〃Only noticing him so
turruble anxious to quit mewell； a man acts without thinking。〃
〃You always did； Lin。 You was always a comical genius。 Lin； them were
good times。〃
〃Which times？〃
〃You know。 You can't tell me you have forgot。〃
〃I have not forgot much。 What's the sense in this？〃
〃Yus never loved me！〃 she exclaimed。
〃Shucks！〃
〃Lin； Lin； is it all over？ You know yus loved me on Bear Creek。 Say you
did。 Only say it was once that way。〃 And as he sat； she came and put her
arms round his neck。 For a moment he did not move； letting himself be
held； and then she kissed him。 The plates crashed as he beat and struck
her down upon the table。 He was on his feet； cursing himself。 As he went
out of the door； she lay where she had fallen beneath his fist； looking
after him and smiling。
McLean walked down Box Elder Creek through the trees toward the stable；
where Lusk had gone to put the horse in the wagon。 Once he leaned his
hand against a big cotton…wood； and stood still with half…closed eyes。
Then he continued on his way。 〃Lusk！〃 he called； presently； and in a few
steps more； 〃Lusk！〃 Then； as he came slowly out of the trees to meet the
husband he began； with quiet evenness； 〃Your wife wants to know〃 But he
stopped。 No husband was there。 Wagon and horse were not there。 The door
was shut。 The bewildered cow…puncher looked up the stream where the road
went； and he looked down。 Out of the sky where daylight and stars were
faintly shining together sounded the long cries of the night hawks as
they sped and swooped to their hunting in the dusk。 From among the trees
by the stream floated a cooler air； and distant and close by sounded the
splashing water。 About the meadow where Lin stood his horses fed； quietly
crunching。 He went to the door； looked in； and shut it again。 He walked
to his shed and stood contemplating his own wagon alone there。 Then he
lifted away a piece of trailing vine from the gate of the corral； while
the turkeys moved their heads and watched him from the roof。 A rope was
hanging from the corral； and seeing it； he dropped the vine。 He opened
the corral gate； and walked quickly back into the middle of the field；
where the horses saw him and his rope； and scattered。 But he ran and
herded them； whirling the rope； and so drove them into the corral； and
flung his noose over two。 He dragged two saddlesmen's saddles from
the stable； and next he was again at his cabin door with the horses
saddled。 She was sitting quite still by the table where she had sat
during the meal； nor did she speak or move when she saw him look in at
the door。
〃Lusk has gone；〃 said he。 〃I don't know what he expected you would do； or
I would do。 But we will catch him before he gets to Drybone。〃
She looked at him with her dumb stare。 〃Gone？〃 she said。
〃Get up and ride；〃 said McLean。 〃You are going to Drybone。〃
〃Drybone？〃 she echoed。 Her voice was toneless and dull。
He made no more explanations to her； but went quickly about the cabin。
Soon he had set it in order； the dishes on their shelves； the table
clean； the fire in the stove arranged； and all these movements she
followed with a sort of blank mechanical patience。 He made a small bundle
for his own journey； tied it behind his saddle； brought her horse beside
a stump。 When at his sharp order she came out； he locked his cabin and
hung the key by a window； where travellers could find it and be at home。
She stood looking where her husband had slunk off。 Then she laughed。
〃It's about his size；〃 she murmured。
Her old lover helped her in silence to mount into the man's saddlethis
they had often done together in former yearsand so they took their way
down the silent road。 They had not many miles to go； and after the first
two lay behind them； when the horses w