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the rug reading; with her arm round her rough bull… dog's neck; her calling to a strange dog; running past; with hanging head and lolling tongue; to give it a merciful draught of water; its maddened snap at her; her nobly stern presence of mind; going right into the kitchen; and taking up one of Tabby's red…hot Italian irons to sear the bitten place; and telling no one; till the danger was well…nigh over; for fear of the terrors that might beset their weaker minds。 All this; looked upon as a well… invented fiction in 〃Shirley;〃 was written down by Charlotte with streaming eyes; it was the literal true account of what Emily had done。 The same tawny bull…dog (with his 〃strangled whistle〃); called 〃Tartar〃 in 〃Shirley;〃 was 〃Keeper〃 in Haworth parsonage; a gift to Emily。 With the gift came a warning。 Keeper was faithful to the depths of his nature as long as he was with friends; but he who struck him with a stick or whip; roused the relentless nature of the brute; who flew at his throat forthwith; and held him there till one or the other was at the point of death。 Now Keeper's household fault was this。 He loved to steal upstairs; and stretch his square; tawny limbs; on the comfortable beds; covered over with delicate white counterpanes。 But the cleanliness of the parsonage arrangements was perfect; and this habit of Keeper's was so objectionable; that Emily; in reply to Tabby's remonstrances; declared that; if he was found again transgressing; she herself; in defiance of warning and his well…known ferocity of nature; would beat him so severely that he would never offend again。 In the gathering dusk of an autumn evening; Tabby came; half… triumphantly; half…tremblingly; but in great wrath; to tell Emily that Keeper was lying on the best bed; in drowsy voluptuousness。 Charlotte saw Emily's whitening face; and set mouth; but dared not speak to interfere; no one dared when Emily's eyes glowed in that manner out of the paleness of her face; and when her lips were so compressed into stone。 She went upstairs; and Tabby and Charlotte stood in the gloomy passage below; full of the dark shadows of coming night。 Down…stairs came Emily; dragging after her the unwilling Keeper; his hind legs set in a heavy attitude of resistance; held by the 〃scuft of his neck;〃 but growling low and savagely all the time。 The watchers would fain have spoken; but durst not; for fear of taking off Emily's attention; and causing her to avert her head for a moment from the enraged brute。 She let him go; planted in a dark corner at the bottom of the stairs; no time was there to fetch stick or rod; for fear of the strangling clutch at her throather bare clenched fist struck against his red fierce eyes; before he had time to make his spring; and; in the language of the turf; she 〃punished him〃 till his eyes were swelled up; and the half…blind; stupified beast was led to his accustomed lair; to have his swollen head fomented and cared for by the very Emily herself。 The generous dog owed her no grudge; he loved her dearly ever after; he walked first among the mourners to her funeral; he slept moaning for nights at the door of her empty room; and never; so to speak; rejoiced; dog fashion; after her death。 He; in his turn; was mourned over by the surviving sister。 Let us somehow hope; in half Red Indian creed; that he follows Emily now; and; when he rests; sleeps on some soft white bed of dreams; unpunished when he awakens to the life of the land of shadows。
Now we can understand the force of the words; 〃Our poor little cat is dead。 Emily is sorry。〃
CHAPTER XIII
The moors were a great resource this spring; Emily and Charlotte walked out on them perpetually; 〃to the great damage of our shoes; but I hope; to the benefit of our health。〃 The old plan of school…keeping was often discussed in these rambles; but in…doors they set with vigour to shirt…making for the absent Branwell; and pondered in silence over their past and future life。 At last they came to a determination。
〃I have seriously entered into the enterprise of keeping a school… …or rather; taking a limited number of pupils at home。 That is; I have begun in good earnest to seek for pupils。 I wrote to Mrs。〃 (the lady with whom she had lived as governess; just before going to Brussels); 〃not asking her for her daughterI cannot do that but informing her of my intention。 I received an answer from Mr。… …expressive of; I believe; sincere regret that I had not informed them a month sooner; in which case; he said; they would gladly have sent me their own daughter; and also Colonel S。's; but that now both were promised to Miss C。 I was partly disappointed by this answer; and partly gratified; indeed; I derived quite an impulse of encouragement from the warm assurance that if I had but applied a little sooner they would certainly have sent me their daughter。 I own I had misgivings that nobody would be willing to send a child for education to Haworth。 These misgivings are partly done away with。 I have written also to Mrs。 B。; and have enclosed the diploma which M。 Heger gave me before I left Brussels。 I have not yet received her answer; but I wait for it with some anxiety。 I do not expect that she will send me any of her children; but if she would; I dare say she could recommend me other pupils。 Unfortunately; she knows us only very slightly。 As soon as I can get an assurance of only ONE pupil; I will have cards of terms printed; and will commence the repairs necessary in the house。 I wish all that to be done before winter。 I think of fixing the board and English education at 25L。 per annum。〃
Again; at a later date; July 24th; in the same year; she writes:…
〃I am driving on with my small matter as well as I can。 I have written to all the friends on whom I have the slightest claim; and to some on whom I have no claim; Mrs。 B。; for example。 On her; also; I have actually made bold to call。 She was exceedingly polite; regretted that her children were already at school at Liverpool; thought the undertaking a most praiseworthy one; but feared I should have some difficulty in making it succeed on account of the SITUATION。 Such is the answer I receive from almost every one。 I tell them the RETIRED SITUATION is; in some points of view; an advantage; that were it in the midst of a large town I could not pretend to take pupils on terms so moderate (Mrs。 B。 remarked that she thought the terms very moderate); but that; as it is; not having house…rent to pay; we can offer the same privileges of education that are to be had in expensive seminaries; at little more than half their price; and as our number must be limited; we can devote a large share of time and pains to each pupil。 Thank you for the very pretty little purse you have sent me。 I make to you a curious return in the shape of half a dozen cards of terms。 Make such use of them as your judgment shall dictate。 You will see that I have fixed the sum at 35L。; which I think is the just medium; considering advantages and disadvantages。〃
This was written in July; August; September; and October passed away; and no pupils were to be heard of。 Day after day; there was a little hope felt by the sisters until the post came in。