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conscious only of the figure of the girl behind him…that young。 figure which had twined itself about his senses。
〃Well； what is it you want？〃 he said at last。
The little model answered by another question。
'Are you really going away； Mr。 Dallison？〃
〃I am。〃
She raised her hands to the level of her breast； as though she meant to clasp them together； without doing so； however； she dropped them to her sides。 They were cased in very worn suede gloves； and in this dire moment of embarrassment Hilary's eyes fastened themselves on those slim hands moving against her skirt。
The little model tried at once to slip them away behind her。 Suddenly she said in her matter…of…fact voice： 〃I only wanted to ask Can't I come too？〃
At this question； whose simplicity might have made an angel smile； Hilary experienced a sensation as if his bones had been turned to water。 It was strangedeliciousas though he had been suddenly offered all that he wanted of her； without all those things that he did not want。 He stood regarding her silently。 Her cheeks and neck were red； there was a red tinge； too； in her eyelids； deepening the 〃chicory…flower〃 colour of her eyes。 She began to speak； repeating a lesson evidently learned by heart。
〃 I wouldn't be in your way。 I wouldn't cost much。 I could do everything you wanted。 I could learn typewriting。 I needn't live too near； or that； if you didn't want me； because of people talking； I'm used to being alone。 Oh； Mr。 Dallison； I could do everything for you。 I wouldn't mind anything； and I'm not like some girls； I do know what I'm talking about。〃
〃Do you？〃
The little model put her hands up； and； covering her face； said：
〃If you'd try and see！〃
Hilary's sensuous feeling almost vanished； a lump rose in his throat instead。
〃My child；〃 he said； 〃you are too generous！〃
The little model seemed to know instinctively that by touching his spirit she had lost ground。 Uncovering her face； she spoke breathlessly； growing very pale：
〃Oh no； I'm not。 I want to be let come； I don't want to stay here。 I know I'll get into mischief if you don't take meoh； I know I will！〃
〃If I were to let you come with me；〃 said Hilary； 〃what then？ What sort of companion should I be to you； or you to me？ You know very well。 Only one sort。 It's no use pretending； child； that we've any interests in common。〃
The little model came closer。
〃I know what I am；〃 she said； 〃and I don't want to be anything else。 I can do what you tell me to； and I shan't ever complain。 I'm not worth any more！〃
〃You're worth more；〃 muttered Hilary； 〃than I can ever give you； and I'm worth more than you can ever give me。〃
The little model tried to answer； but her words would not pass her throat； she threw her head back trying to free them； and stood； swaying。 Seeing her like this before him； white as a sheet； with her eyes closed and her lips parted； as though about to faint； Hilary seized her by the shoulders。 At the touch of those soft shoulders； his face became suffused with blood； his lips trembled。 Suddenly her eyes opened ever so little between their lids； and looked at him。 And the perception that she was not really going to faint； that it was a little desperate wile of this child Delilah； made him wrench away his hands。 The moment she felt that grasp relax she sank down and clasped his knees； pressing them to her bosom so that he could not stir。 Closer and closer she pressed them to her； till it seemed as though she must be bruising her flesh。 Her breath came in sobs； her eyes were closed； her lips quivered upwards。 In the clutch of her clinging body there seemed suddenly the whole of woman's power of self…abandonment。 It was just that； which； at this moment； so horribly painful to him； prevented Hilary from seizing her in his arms just that queer seeming self…effacement； as though she were lost to knowledge of what she did。 It seemed too brutal； too like taking advantage of a child。
》From calm is born the wind； the ripple from the still pool； self out of nothingnessso all passes imperceptibly； no man knows how。 The little model's moment of self…oblivion passed； and into her wet eyes her plain； twisting spirit suddenly writhed up again； for all the world as if she had said： 'I won't let you go； I'll keep youI'll keep you。'
Hilary broke away from her； and she fell forward on her face。
〃Get up； child；〃 he said〃get up； for God's sake； don't lie there！〃
She rose obediently； choking down her sobs； mopping her face with a small； dirty handkerchief。 Suddenly； taking a step towards him； she clenched both her hands and struck them downwards。
〃I'll go to the bad；〃 she said…〃 I willif you don't take me！〃 And； her breast heaving； her hair all loose； she stared straight into his face with her red…rimmed eyes。 Hilary turned suddenly； took a book up from the writing…table； and opened it。 His face was again suffused with blood； his hands and lips trembled； his eyes had a queer fixed stare。
〃Not now； not now；〃 he muttered； 〃go away now。 I'll come to you to…morrow。〃
The little model gave him the look a dog gives you when it asks if you are deceiving him。 She made a sign on her breast； as a Catholic might make the sign of his religion； drawing her fingers together； and clutching at herself with them； then passed her little dirty handkerchief once more over her eyes； and； turning round； went out。
Hilary remained standing where he was； reading the open book without apprehending what it was。
There was a wistful sound； as of breath escaping hurriedly。 Mr。 Stone was standing in the open doorway。
〃She has been here；〃 he said。 〃I saw her go away。〃
Hilary dropped the book； his nerves were utterly unstrung。 Then； pointing to a chair； he said： 〃Won't you sit down； sir？〃
Mr。 Stone came close up to his son…in…law。
〃Is she in trouble？〃
〃Yes；〃 murmured Hilary。
〃She is too young to be in trouble。 Did you tell her that？〃
Hilary shook his head。
〃Has the man hurt her？〃
Again Hilary shook his head。
〃What is her trouble； then？〃 said Mr。 Stone。 The closeness of this catechism； the intent stare of the old man's eyes； were more than Hilary could bear。 He turned away。
〃You ask me something that I cannot answer。
〃Why？〃
〃It is a private matter。〃
With the blood still beating in his temples； his lips still quivering； and the feeling of the girl's clasp round his knees； he almost hated this old man who stood there putting such blind questions。
Then suddenly in Mr。 Stone's eyes he saw a startling change； as in the face of a man who regains consciousness after days of vacancy。 His whole countenance had become alive with a sort of jealous understanding。 The warmth which the little model brought to his old spirit had licked up the fog of his Idea； and made him see what was going on before his eyes。
At that look Hilary braced himself against the wall。
A flush spread slowly over Mr。 Stone's face。 He spoke with rare hesitation。 In this sudden coming back to the world of men and things he seemed astray。
〃I am not going；〃 he stammered； 〃to ask you any more。 I could not pry into a private matter。 That would not be…〃 His voice failed； he looked do