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Judas saw the sick； the lame； the blind； flock to Jesus from the towns and cities。 He saw the dying laid at His feet。 He witnessed the Saviour's mighty works in healing the sick； casting out devils； and raising the dead。 He felt in his own person the evidence of Christ's power。 He recognized the teaching of Christ as superior to all that he had ever heard。 He loved the Great Teacher； and desired to be with Him。 He felt a desire to be changed in character and life； and he hoped to experience this through connecting himself with Jesus。 The Saviour did not repulse Judas。 He gave him a place among the twelve。 He trusted him to do the work of an evangelist。 He endowed him with power to heal the sick and to cast out devils。 But Judas did not come to the point of surrendering himself fully to Christ。 He did not give up his worldly ambition or his love of money。 While he accepted the position of a minister of Christ； he did not bring himself under the divine molding。 He felt that he could retain his own judgment and opinions； and he cultivated a disposition to criticize and accuse。
Judas was highly regarded by the disciples； and had great influence over them。 He himself had a high opinion of his own qualifications； and looked upon his brethren as greatly inferior to him in judgment and ability。 They did not see their opportunities； he thought； and take advantage of circumstances。 The church would never prosper with such shortsighted men as leaders。 Peter was impetuous； he would move without consideration。 John； who was treasuring up the truths that fell from Christ's lips； was looked upon by Judas as a poor financier。 Matthew； whose training had taught him accuracy in all things； was very particular in regard to honesty； and he was ever contemplating the words of Christ； and became so absorbed in them that； as Judas thought； he could not be trusted to do sharp； far…seeing business。 Thus Judas summed up all the disciples； and flattered himself that the church would often be brought into perplexity and embarrassment if it were not for his ability as a manager。 Judas regarded himself as the capable one； who could not be overreached。 In his own estimation he was an honor to the cause； and as such he always represented himself。
Judas was blinded to his own weakness of character； and Christ placed him where he would have an opportunity to see and correct this。 As treasurer for the disciples； he was called upon to provide for the needs of the little company； and to relieve the necessities of the poor。 When in the Passover chamber Jesus said to him； 〃That thou doest； do quickly〃 （John 13：27）； the disciples thought He had bidden him
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buy what was needed for the feast； or give something to the poor。 In ministering to others； Judas might have developed an unselfish spirit。 But while listening daily to the lessons of Christ and witnessing His unselfish life； Judas indulged his covetous disposition。 The small sums that came into his hands were a continual temptation。 Often when he did a little service for Christ； or devoted time to religious purposes； he paid himself out of this meager fund。 In his own eyes these pretexts served to excuse his action； but in God's sight he was a thief。
Christ's oft…repeated statement that His kingdom was not of this world offended Judas。 He had marked out a line upon which he expected Christ to work。 He had planned that John the Baptist should be delivered from prison。 But lo； John was left to be beheaded。 And Jesus； instead of asserting His royal right and avenging the death of John； retired with His disciples into a country place。 Judas wanted more aggressive warfare。 He thought that if Jesus would not prevent the disciples from carrying out their schemes； the work would be more successful。 He marked the increasing enmity of the Jewish leaders； and saw their challenge unheeded when they demanded from Christ a sign from heaven。 His heart was open to unbelief； and the enemy supplied thoughts of questioning and rebellion。 Why did Jesus dwell so much upon that which was discouraging？ Why did He predict trial and persecution for Himself and for His disciples？ The prospect of having a high place in the new kingdom had led Judas to espouse the cause of Christ。 Were his hopes to be disappointed？ Judas had not decided that Jesus was not the Son of God； but he was questioning； and seeking to find some explanation of His mighty works。
Notwithstanding the Saviour's own teaching； Judas was continually advancing the idea that Christ would reign as king in Jerusalem。 At the feeding of the five thousand he tried to bring this about。 On this occasion Judas assisted in distributing the food to the hungry multitude。 He had an opportunity to see the benefit which it was in his power to impart to others。 He felt the satisfaction that always comes in service to God。 He helped to bring the sick and suffering from among the multitude to Christ。 He saw what relief； what joy and gladness； come to human hearts through the healing power of the Restorer。 He might have comprehended the methods of Christ。 But he was blinded by his own selfish desires。 Judas was first to take advantage of the enthusiasm excited by the miracle of the loaves。 It was he who set on foot the
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project to take Christ by force and make Him king。 His hopes were high。 His disappointment was bitter。
Christ's discourse in the synagogue concerning the bread of life was the turning point in the history of Judas。 He heard the words； 〃Except ye eat the flesh of the Son of man； and drink His blood； ye have no life in you。〃 John 6：53。 He saw that Christ was offering spiritual rather than worldly good。 He regarded himself as farsighted； and thought he could see that Jesus would have no honor； and that He could bestow no high position upon His followers。 He determined not to unite himself so closely to Christ but that he could draw away。 He would watch。 And he did watch。
From that time he expressed doubts that confused the disciples。 He introduced controversies and misleading sentiments； repeating the arguments urged by the scribes and Pharisees against the claims of Christ。 All the little and large troubles and crosses； the difficulties and the apparent hindrances to the advancement of the gospel； Judas interpreted as evidences against its truthfulness。 He would introduce texts of Scripture that had no connection with the truths Christ was presenting。 These texts； separated from their connection； perplexed the disciples； and increased the discouragement that was constantly pressing upon them。 Yet all this was done by Judas in such a way as to make it appear that he was conscientious。 And while the disciples were searching for evidence to confirm the words of the Great Teacher； Judas would lead them almost imperceptibly on another track。 Thus in a very religious； and apparently wise； way he was presenting matters in a different light from that in which Jesus had given them； and attaching to His words a meaning that He had not conveyed。 His suggestions were constantly exciting an ambitious